ill dig a tunnel. your mind is your own. |
im sleeping in my head.
the complexities in feelings that twist up my stomach and heat up my head settle deep in my skin, deeper in my bones, and deepest in my heart. i want them to be heard. hear me ...
Posted by *Juju Bean* on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 06:26:00 PST |
the song was written. and it plays...and it plays |
the clanking and ringing.this home is in order again.if i think about my past. if i think about the faces i know. if i think about all the parties. all the drinks. all the names. all the ciggerettes. ...
Posted by *Juju Bean* on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 06:07:00 PST |
i finally understand. |
i have been wanting to write about happiness. about the good in my life..but it is so true that happiness is hard to write about. happiness writes white. but in my overwhelming flee of emotion today, ...
Posted by *Juju Bean* on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 04:27:00 PST |
we were once those 4 walls. |
he held out his forearms like a showcase of destruction. mumbling regrets and explanations..and never agains. the words had no target...no ears meant to be listeners except his own. he listened to be ...
Posted by *Juju Bean* on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 12:56:00 PST |
love is. my boyfriend. |
i love...
the way he laughsthe way he smilesand the way he kisses
i love..the way he looks at me with his big brown puppy dog eyesthe way he cuddles with me late at nightand the way he feels in...
Posted by *Juju Bean* on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 09:35:00 PST |
if its where u want to be... |
lush hushill hold ur handsuprise eyeshes not your mansummer's proimiseautum lieswinter's deathly comprimiseso what springis love in youyour comin in fainta sky scribbled bluei close my eyescrushing cr...
Posted by *Juju Bean* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
she laid it out black and white. clear and real. |
my mom told me last night that she never knows what im thinking. its hard to tell if im upset or worried about things, because i never show emotion i never show how i feel. I never act upon my e...
Posted by *Juju Bean* on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 07:07:00 PST |
J bomb on prom. BYAH. |
seems im always in the middle of these things.
when it comes down to it blood takes my heart.handshakes and laughs are replacable.i know what battle ground im standing on.i know who im standing beside...
Posted by *Juju Bean* on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 02:44:00 PST |
deposit it all on a window. watch it all go by. |
sometimes i think i lack the idea of sympathy and honesty. 2 things that come and go as they please. i have no problem lying to get my way..lying to make people happy..lying to get to where i need to ...
Posted by *Juju Bean* on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 07:21:00 PST |
too stupid too nice too aloof |
Today is my day. Today is beautiful. The weather is cool which is quite a nice change from the droning heat of the south. I can almost convince myself im back home. but im not.
i want home...
Posted by *Juju Bean* on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 11:42:00 PST |
