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*UrHottMess* (aka hippieluv)

Duckies are the horsies of the Sea... muah....

About Me

But I was scared to death of enternity. I was saved by grace, but destroyed by naivety.
And I become content with this life that I lead, where I drink too much and dont believe in much of anything
And I lie to myself, and say its for the best

She said "Hey baby baby boy I've loved you from the day that we met, don't care what mom says or if we're ready just yet" Cause this don't mean a thing if you're not next to me You're who I want to wake up to every morning
My signs ♥
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AIM--- Blondeachxox♥ My name is Simply Ashton ♥
****Quotes of the blah.****
Run quickly. Run Swiftly. Bye Bye Beautiful. Dont bother to write
I aim to please and hit too low
PIece by Piece you will pick me up off your floor
There's ten thousand reasons for you to survive. But you only needed one to die.To late to change what you've become. The way you live your life.... Why did you leave our lives?

Heres just a strand of a large twisted yarn ball just waiting to be made into something beautiful:
I'm just a simple girl fucking up in a simple world
Dont read too deep. you will only hit bottom I'm a girl of many dreams and ambitions... some of which I hope to accomplish in this life. and others I expect to fail at reaching, but I will always be a graceful loser, and will go down with style.
I'm probably very complicated, but I come off as simple and stupid
I stand here infront of you. humble & naked in emotions. bare all for all to see. I care too much. Expect too little. and love not enough.
I smile alot, sometimes a blank one with nothing behind it. but most of the time I'm just happy to be alive and usually happy to be with the people I'm with.
I adore my friends and envy their lives and the way they make me feel. Everything seems better when I'm with friends. I look outside this window, closed tight so my physical self may stay in, but on the outside, running along side is my imagination. catching up to reality. A moment of acute clarity reaches me, and every deception. every worry. everything but a content me is left. This is were I belong
I like to believe in things. I believe in God. I believe in Karma. & I believe in love but not sure if I've truly felt it. "true love last forever"
I'm easily entertained. Almost anything can make me laugh
At the same time. I'm easily scared, and cry at the simplest things. As soon as my heart races, my tears begin to fall down my cheeks, onto my lips where the salt is only a remindered of that which scared me most... I'm not sure if thats really a horrible thing though. I dont mind it.
I like going to museums. any kind. they all interest me. I love reading. I love writing. I love math. but most of all I LOVE history.
I write all the time. weird things though. most people wouldnt get them. most are after watching a movie or reading a book. and i write things that question their ideas against my own. If you ever wanna read them. just ask.
I like alot of different genres of music. I do like country.
I'm a hopeless romantic. hold my hand. make me laugh. scare me knowing I might cry and pretend to be mad. know that I'm not mad, and probably smiling when your not looking. drag me around and introduce me as your girlfriend or the love of your life. Never leave me, and if you do for a moment, just look back and check on me everyonce in a while so that I know your thinking about me. Make me feel like you love me like no other. kiss me in the rain, or at any chance you may get. Whisper things letting me know you care even though you dont want your friends to hear.... and you can have me and have my heart forever.
End. .
I love music.. i love the scene. i love the shows. and I love the people!
Its my passion... music is life
Scroll down to read I ♥ ...
1. Boys
2. Friends
3. My Job..
4. The Beach
5. Swimming in el pool
6. Dancing
7. Surfing/Wakeboarding
8. Singing in the Shower
9. Pizza Lunchables!
10. My room.....
11. My doggie... GRACIE!
12. My wakeboard and surfboards
13. Skittles
14. My life

I Hate ...
1. Annoying People
2. People who ask me how I got my number of friends
3. Bands that are not good
4. Boys that are "emo".. I cant take it!
5. Poser people...
6. Weed
7. People who get stupidly drunk
8. Messy people
9. Quiet people
10. People who talk on the phone while other people are around
11. Mean dogs
12. People who press their opinions on you
13. Bible pushers
14. People whos lives revolve around drugs

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

It's finally over. Just get over. Time will tell. It will be ok.

Music:

♥ = I've seen them in concert
10 Years,
50 Cent
311
A perfect Circle,
A Thorn for every Heart,
Acceptance
AFI, ♥
Aiden,
Amber Pacific, ♥
Appleseed Cast ,
As I lay Dying,
Atreyu,
Avenged Sevenfold, ♥
Bayside,
Between the Buried and Me,
Blink-182, ♥
Boys Night Out,
Brand New,
Chamillionaire
Chiodos, ♥
CKY,
Coheed and Cambria,
Copeland,
Daphne Loves Derby, ♥
Darkest Hour,
Dead Milkmen
Death Cab for Cutie,
Dork ♥
Eisley ♥
Emery, ♥
Every Time I Die, ♥
Fall Out Boy,
Finch,
Fozzy,
From Autumn to Ashes
From First to Last ♥
Funeral for a Friend,
Gatsby's American Dream ♥
Green Day,
Greenly Estates ♥
Guns n' Roses,
Hawthorne Heights, ♥
Hellogoodbye ♥
HIM,
Hinder,
Jimmy Eat World,
Kittie
Korn,
Later Days,
Led Zeppelin,
I fucking love...Less than Jake
Mae, ♥
Matchbook Romance,
Motion-City Soundtrack, ♥
Motley Crue,
Mudvayne,
Muse,
Mushroomhead,
My Chemical Romance,
No use for a name,
NOFX, ♥
Off by one
Panda
Panic! at the Disco,
Paramore, ♥
Paul Wall
Plain White T's ♥
Saosin ♥
Saves the day ♥
Senses Fail ♥
Silverstein, ♥
Shadows Fall,
Shinedown,
Silverchair,
Slipknot,
Smile Empty Soul,
Soulfly,
Something Corporate ♥
Static-x,
Sum 41,
System of a Down,
Taking Back Sunday,
The Academy is, ♥
The All American Rejects,
The Beatles,
The Casualties, ♥
The Early November,
The Pink Spiders, ♥
The Starting Line,
The Used,
Tilly and the Wall
Thursday ♥
UnderOath, ♥
Velvet Revolver,
Weezer,
Yellowcard ♥

My Blog

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"Love doesnt make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile..." So I think i actually love this kid.. kinda weird. cuz I usually am not this wrapped up in a boi.. but for once I truly...
Posted by *UrHottMess* (aka hippieluv) on Sun, 27 May 2007 09:59:00 PST

Same Shit.. New Day. whats up with this?

For those of yall that know me.. know that I'm boi crazy.. but not boi obsessed. Until just recently... Most of yall, specially my close friends, know that when somethings over, I move on and its done...
Posted by *UrHottMess* (aka hippieluv) on Thu, 03 May 2007 06:10:00 PST

Home and what has changed?

I just got home today... from tech and kinda was in a bummed mood. I couldnt figure it out.. As I drove through town I kept thinking of ALL my memories in almost each and everyone one of those places....
Posted by *UrHottMess* (aka hippieluv) on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 11:45:00 PST

TOGA NIGHT PARTY

PART ONE OF TOGA PARTY: KEGSPART TWO: COSTUMESPART THREE: BEGIN TO PARTYPART FOUR: LOOK STUPID AND DANCEPART FIVE: TAKE A BREATHER.. grab another drinkTHE GROUPMORAL OF THE STORYLOOK HOT AS HELL WHILE...
Posted by *UrHottMess* (aka hippieluv) on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 11:08:00 PST