Fuel for the flowers to grow |
I believe that without the criticisms and the bullshit that others put you through that there would be no thrust to push people forward... I think that is why these feelings of jealousy and decep... Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 05:06:00 GMT |
I still have a lot of work to do... |
I have been really thinking after my bendor last weekend that I am needing to have some work done... I need to re-analyize my self and realize what I need to work on myself... I don't want... Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 09:22:00 GMT |
My beautiful Michael... |
Today 10 years ago at 9:30 pm on a Friday Night a little 15 year old little Courtney gave birth at home a beautiful little man named Michael Orion... Happy birthday little guy you are such a ref... Posted by on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 19:19:00 GMT |
Reckless Abandonment... |
So here is a blog, I haven't posted one in a while so hope youre ready... What happens when your whole day goes to shit... I know what happens it flips your script and puts you on your ass... Posted by on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 05:05:00 GMT |
My world turned upside down |
So as of late, life has been lame with my stent of bad luck... I catch myself looking and trying to depend on others... I realized the other week that, that shit is weak son...&n... Posted by on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 11:28:00 GMT |
Spring Time Blues? |
Today is the first day of Spring, I am never prepared for the summer here in the F Dub and this is always the catalyst to how bad the summer will be... I hate the whores that run the beaches mak... Posted by on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 06:40:00 GMT |
General state of mind... |
Yes well things have been a lot jumbled in my head lately... I haven't been able to make clear thoughts or have any kind of rational thinking... My sons birthday was last week and my dads ... Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 06:55:00 GMT |
I get lost in my make up... |
I get lost in my make up, starring back at eyes that do not want to see the true me...
Sitting here primping for a world that I don't want to be...
Why do we set ourselves up to these standards of liv... Posted by on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 00:23:00 GMT |
It gets lonely in these 4 walls... |
My love is gone to Kentucky and I am here all to my lonesome in this big house with no adult civilized conversations to be had... I miss my friend that I get to be silly with and not worry about anyth... Posted by on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 06:44:00 GMT |
I have been thinking... |
I have came to the realization lately that every one in the world is angry at food... I don't know when it happened, but I am sick of it... Maybe it has to do with all the actresses ... Posted by on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 08:45:00 GMT |