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I'm a stupid regular most of the time, but you know they say the freaks come out at night so I make sure I dont hit the streets until at least 12 in the morning. I'm reppin that "Westside" till I die, OREEEGOOOON!!!! Yes there are black folks in Oregon, and no, we are not all related. I'm a cool ass chick, and most of my friends think I'm crazy. Even my boss stops sometimes to sniff my cups of water to make sure I haven't been sippin on that sizzzurp. Just cuz I dance on the tables and bust freestyles to oldies music with my customers doesn't mean I'm drunk. I'm just high on life and I get a kick out of making people happy.
"What are you doing in Miami?" I hate that question, and I hate small talk, can't a sista live somewhere in peace? Naw for real though, I had to get out of Oregon, I felt like a big fish in a little pond during a drought. I moved as far away from Oregon as I could with only $300 that my grandpa gave me, and a few credit cards. I was getting sick of my parents taking credit for everything that I had accomplished, and they never believed that I would really move across the country by myself. I've always been a woman of my word and I definately walk my talk, sometimes I don't even talk I just get to walkin. I had no idea what I was getting my ass into, Miami is like a whole different country, and was nothing like my perception of it when I had come on vacation to party. The old bait and switch works every time! I graduated from college and I think I'm a pretty smart chick, but damn, since I moved to Miami I think I'm getting dumber by the minute. My volcabulary has decided to relocate from my brain to the tip of my tongue and that's where it dies ( maybe its my breath). But seriously, speaking english to people who's first language is spanish, definately takes a toll on a person's word retrieval. So to remedy this problem I've started reading more books and I think it's starting to balance things out.
Miami is a funny place, and its taking a while for me to adjust to it. People here are so superficial it makes me sick. Kanye and Jamie Foxx's song must have been inspired by the chicks here, because if I didn't have any integrity or weren't so stubborn, I would drown in this sea of golddiggers. My mom always taught me to never be dependent on a man, and honestly I can't see myself going down that path. If I fall for a guy that just so happens to have money, then so be it, but I will never seek out a guy simply for his fame or fortune, its not my style. I'm taking a break from boys right now and trying to focus on being comfortable with myself, which is something that I have never done before but I would incourage everyone to try it. I'm really not the type to get starstruck (well except for Michael Jackson when I was younger, but that doesn't count), but I have had the opportunity to meet a lot of people in the industry. I've had a few crushes since I moved here a year and a half ago, but I haven't been in love in a long time. The glitz and glamour of south beach is very exciting, but it isn't doing a damn thing for me in the love arena. I can't take anyone serious here, and maybe that's my own insecurity, or maybe it's the quality of people that surround me.
Lately I've been like "Hustle Man" from Martin, doing everything I can think of to make money and get ahead. When I moved out here I got into modeling, and that has been a lot of fun. I've been in music videos which really makes my family proud considering my mom, dad, and grandpa are all pastors. Its been quite a transition from college athlete to video hofessional, and my fam is still getting used to it. They have seen some of the work I've done and realized that they raised me well and I would never do anything to jeopardize my family's name or my self respect. There are so many things that I want to do with my life that its making it difficult to focus on just one, but hopefully I can start making things happen here in Miami. Just give me a couple more years, and you'll be able to Google my name.
So this is the deal. I don't add anyone as a friend if I don't already know you. People who add random people as friends just for the sake of looking like they're "cool" can suck a duck cuz that shit is lame. So if I've never met you in my life that would make you a stranger, and sad to say My Space hasn't made a section to add strangers yet. Sorry.
