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xomariah.

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About Me


Me hi. names mariah.im a junior at midview high.im a pretty simple girl. alot of people dont understand me, therefor they dont like me. i try to be nice to everyone but alot of times its kinda hard. i have a trust issue because alot of people have hurt me in the past. im usually pretty easy to get along with. i can get really quiet at times if im shy, but i usually open up. i know that ive changed but i will never forget where i came from. please dont judge me from what youve heard, GET TO KNOW ME then you can judge all you want. God is very important in my life, he has helped me through many struggles that ive gone through. my life hasnt exactly turned out the way i wanted it to. so next time you whine that you didnt get what you want take a look at what you have and what so many people dont. i may not be perfect nor do i ever try to be. i have my flaws just like everyone else does, but i have learned to love who i am. i dont like to rush things. take them one day at a time. people dont get hurt as bad if you do it like that. i am very open and opinionated. take me as i am or leave me where i stand. personally i dont care. i am who i am.
anymore question.. aim- omgah its mariah
James Frances Crawford
Oh boy. this man means the world to me even though hes not in this world with me now. I love him more than anyone could possibly immagine. you have tought me so much dad and i will never forget any of it. you were the nicest most careing guy i knew. there will never be anyone like you. even though you are gone, i still think about you constantly. you will always be with me, no matter where i go. I miss you so much dad i will see you again some day.
Jedidiah James Thomas Crawford
what can i say about my big brother Jed. He has and always will be my bestest friend. He is very important to me and no one can change that. no matter what we are doing we always find time to talk. he understands me more than i understand myself sometimes. no one could ever replace him. I love you Jed thank you for being my big bro!
Krickit Danielle Byerly
Krickit.this baby boy is adorable. i cant wait to meet him. we have been through sooo much. Even though you are far away never forget that you are one of my bestest friends. I love you girl no matter what. Ten thousand miles couldnt split us up.
Amanda Rae Norman. Mandi, you have been there for me for alot of things. You were the only girlfriend of my brothers that i liked. you are an amzing girl. and you have a lot of spirit. i never thought i could consider you my bestfriend but i do. you understand alot of things and i can talk to you about alot of things. you have most def become the bestfriend and sister i have needed. i cant wait for those boys to be born. they are going to have the best parents in the world, i am here no matter what. you know that. i love you girl. thank you for being there. keep your head up. i believe in you and trust you. i cant imagine not having you as a friend. :]
Stephanie... wow girl. we have had our ups and downs. but i dont think i could adore anyone more than you...the summer was great (for the most part) and then you had to move. :[ i miss you at midview girl. you always knew how to brighten up my day. you are a wonderful girl and i hope a trip to catawba is coming up soon :] dont stop being you.

My Interests

My friends. Music.

I'd like to meet:


So, Mariah.
I broke into your Myspace. haha
I just wanted to let you know, that I love you to death. When no one
was there for me, I could count on you.
Yeah, we have had some rough times but you
are the absolute best friend anyone
could ever ask for. I'm always here
if you ever need anything. I'm just a phone
call away.
Ride or Die Chicks For Life
I Love You So Much Girl!
I Miss You So Much Baby. Can't Til I To
See You Again

Music:

everything!

Movies:

Lots

Heroes:


These are my beautiful nephews. I love them oh so much and they have wonderful parents. I would do anything for these boys. They have my heart. :]

My Blog

stupid

so im posting this blog to clear some more things up. i know i said that i would never take him back and that i would never ever ask him back. thing is, he asked me back. i cant turn down someone...
Posted by xomariah. on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 11:50:00 PST

haha wow

so  was reading my old blogs and it just seem that three in a row, they are all depressing. ha everyone that reads these must think that im an emo bitch or something. just to clear everything up,...
Posted by xomariah. on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 05:57:00 PST

why?

why is it...that when everything is going great...everything falls apart again? Why do i even bother trying to make things work? im so sick of this life right now. i dont even know what to do anymore....
Posted by xomariah. on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 03:38:00 PST

and again shot down.

why does this always happen? when everything gets going right, everything falls apart.   im done it appears to me that everyone that was my best friends are turning their back on me. fights eve...
Posted by xomariah. on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 07:40:00 PST

tired of this.

wow. so its hard to believe after all the good times we had together you cant even look at me. you are the one that wanted to be friends. when i told you i needed some time to adjust to this you got p...
Posted by xomariah. on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 05:29:00 PST

should have known

Everything that has happened within the past few weeks is totally and completely bull shit. I really dont trust anyone anymore. There is a select few and when i say select few it really is. Krickit, S...
Posted by xomariah. on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 01:57:00 PST

wow

Wow ok i was just going through alll of my old blogs and i couldnt help but think back on everything that has happened over the past year...i went through alot of horrible relationships and had maybe ...
Posted by xomariah. on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 05:16:00 PST

sadness..

So tomorrow is my last day at Central High. I don't want to leave all my friends behind cause i know that i will miss them like crazy,but I'm super excited that i get to see my family again. I hope i ...
Posted by xomariah. on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 05:28:00 PST

Questions I Wonder ♥

Questions i ask myself...            How do you know it's right?            When will I find the rig...
Posted by xomariah. on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 03:01:00 PST

Freakin' Happy. Yeah.

wow i love everyone....im so happy right now and i dont even know why...but im glad...my mom is doin better but her meds make her a lil well weird...so i think its kinda funny...hehe but im goin to my...
Posted by xomariah. on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 09:05:00 PST