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red™ [redefined]

say what you say; do what you do; feel what you feel; be what you want, as long as its real

About Me

please read; it doesn't take long:
the infinite possibilities each day holds should stagger the mind . the sheer number of experiences i could have is uncountable, breathtaking, and i'm sitting here refreshing my inbox. we live trapped in loops. reliving a few days over and over , and we envision only a handful of paths laid out ahead of us. we see the same things each day, we respond the same way, we think the same thoughts, each day a slight variation on the last, every moment smoothly following the gentle curves of societal norms. we act like if we just get through today, tomorrow our dreams will come back to us...
and no, i don't have all the answers. i don't know how to jolt myself into seeing that each moment could become. but i do know one thing: the solution doesn't involve watering down my every little idea and creative impulse for the sake of someday easing my fit into a mold. it doesn't involve tempering my life to better fit someone's expectations. it doesn't involve constantly holding back for fear of shaking things up.
this is very important, so i want to say it as clearly as i can:
Forget. That.
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+name: elizabeth red (call me that)
+im all about the color red ...
...but that ain't my present anymore.
+i can't believe life moves so... fast
+i'm not a very open person. so i apologize for that now.
+i'm PRO-CHOICE ... how 'bout you deal w/it!
+student at New Mexico State University.
+you can either:
love, hate, or dislike me
(be sure to choose wisely)
+i hate mustangs , but i happen to have one. XP
+when it comes to being sarcastic, i can be the worst
+i'm using every day to improve myself, you should too.
+there's some personality traits i could do without.
+i wanna be America's Next Top Model ... but, im too short .
+ World of Warcraft is da bomb!
+the older i get the more tired i seem to be
→ which brings me to this:
ages 14 to 47 are hardest on teens.
+some things to also worry about: • ima hugger
• & i pants ppl.
life should be something everybody looks forward to. cherish every minute of it, & take everything you can out of it

My Interests


-love-

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet someone i can rely on... someone who won't leave like everybody else has. someone who will love me.

Music:

right now im into:
→ coldplay
→ jason mraz
• i'm yours
→ green day
→ bidwell
• sugar
→ underoath
→ motion city soundtrack
→ atreyu
• the theft
→ estelle
• american boy

Movies:


go ahead & click play! it really does work foo!

Television:

+ House ! new season starts soon!
+ South of Nowhere [yay!] love it!
+ America's Next Top Model -ma, fuck you tyra!

Books:

+ the perks of being a wallflower
its a must read for anyone & everyone!

Heroes:

+ steve irwin has and always will be my H E R O. he's the one & only reason i want to be a zoologist. [-wish he was still here.]
+ chris crocker ! youtube.com/itschriscrocker.
+ demetri martin is the love of my life!
there are some ppl (girls) that contribute so much happiness to my life that i can't imagine them not being in it! first of all theres monica , we used to dislike each other but she's just too cool... & hot. then there's amanda aka "manda" lol. she's the best listener there is! of course i can't forget lluvia , the spicy yet cute chick who brings it & dishes it. my new sister, yuri , is just a blast & kinda crazy. she can be anybody's friend. now of course there's the guy who can always play the chick role when none of these girls are available, ivan , ugh... we just connect on a whole other level! & can't forget my eye candy boy, thomas . i tell him who makes me angry & he usually agrees.

My Blog

How to Make Cocaine:

.. --> @page { size: 8.5iDown a gallon of clorox, call a cop, tell him your maiden name, give him your social security card, and then ask him how to make it. He should tell you to call poison contro...
Posted by red™ [redefined] on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 08:11:00 PST

best friend in attendance

nobody understands why i started crying at my graduation when john came up to tell me congrats or w/e.he was my first friend in high school (through upward bound)... and to make things even harder, wo...
Posted by red™ [redefined] on Tue, 20 May 2008 09:44:00 PST

The Teenage Proposal

        The life stage of a teenager is usually portrayed as a simple time of life. It can be argued that its really hard to screw anything up for themselves at this...
Posted by red™ [redefined] on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 04:33:00 PST

6 months ago...

on march 1st (taste of chaos) i started going out w/a cutie boy named vince.. & we've been together... for as you guessed from the tittle, 6 months & i love him even more with each passing day...
Posted by red™ [redefined] on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 03:36:00 PST

My Life List

Meet Steve Irwin. [he died, 2006] See Green Day, live! [& up close, if possible] See Red Hot Chilli Peppers, live! [mainly to see them perform 'Can't Stop'] Go to Australia [& maybe live ther...
Posted by red™ [redefined] on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:55:00 PST

It Still Doesn't Have A Title

"I'll do it," she said into her cell phone, "I swear I will." She was sitting in the middle of a barren hallway, holding a heavy gun to her head. She was only reciting the words to the person who wasn...
Posted by red™ [redefined] on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 10:23:00 PST

this is so me

this is how i talk to my friends... a lot of words in one breath!...
Posted by red™ [redefined] on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 08:37:00 PST

I Love a Certain Doughnut

Stop. Think. Feel. Your pulse rise. Rise with the movement of your love. A love for that man with the long bold hair. The man who first thought of life as a doughnut. A sweet doughnut with that someth...
Posted by red™ [redefined] on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 10:04:00 PST

Till Death Will I Part

The transition From one state to the next How do you define the minutes Because that's the deal.   Slow but hard Is in my favor But fast and simple is better So as not to hurt more   Tryi...
Posted by red™ [redefined] on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 10:04:00 PST

i am RED

i am RED,the color of desiredeep down in the earth. A shade of young loversready to be won (one)but only for a moment. The friend of fury and ragelate in the nightso no one else can hear me. Color of ...
Posted by red™ [redefined] on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 12:28:00 PST