[deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK

About Me

StArTiN off slow im deez simple as that, im the wicked juggalette that you watch for behind ur back, got my man on my side, down for anything, you dont even kno, runnin the streets, taco pimpin for life! naw im juss playin... but on the real im deez nutz in yo mouf, i work at taco hell, my man...the love of my life has came to me at last, i couldnt see myself without this kid holdin my hand, im still afraid of the hurt that not to long ago was so familiar, but i come as i am, you dont like it thats on you, i dont change for NO one and if you kno me you kno thats tru!
What kind of eyes do you have?

Bloody Tears
your have bloody teared eyes. You eyes have seen much pain, either your pain or a friends pain. You cry with them, and for them. They are someone that has been there for you, no matter the situation, and you hate to see that person get put down, or talked about. Your a good friend to stay by their side and cry for them. But yourself you only cry in the darkness of your room, knowing that no one really cares about you, even thought thy really do.....
Laid to the river Midsummer, I waved A 'V' of black swans On with hope to the grave And through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy onesCold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins againBared on your tomb I am a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above unto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your loneliness I could always find The right slot for your sacred keySix feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To her alone in full submission None better NymphetamineNymphetamine, nymphetamine Nymphetamine girl Nymphetamine, nymphetamine My nymphetamine girlWracked with your charm I am circled like prey Back in the forest Where whispers persuade Pour sugar trails More white lady laid Than pillars of salt (Keeping Sodom at night at bay)Fold to my arms Hold their mesmeric sway And dance her to the moon As we did in those golden daysChristening stars I remember there's a way We were needle and spoon Mislaid in the burning hayBared on your tomb I am a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above unto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your holiness I could always find The right slot for your sacred keySix feet deep is the incision In my heart, the bareless prison Discolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To her alone in full submission None better NymphetamineSunsetter Nymphetamine None better NymphetamineNymphetamine, nymphetamine Nymphetamine girl Nymphetamine, nymphetamine My nymphetamine girl
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My Interests

Money, Tacos, and...im not really interested in anything...

I'd like to meet:

Already met him! CHRISTOPHER STEVEN PELO!

Music:

LoCaL bAnDs AnD aNyThInG ThAt CaN mAkE yOu BlEeD!

Movies:

My all time favorite movie of the century..."house of 1000 corpses"

Television:

who needs it....i watch the microwave

Books:

Dont read!! Its bad fer my health!

Heroes:

Glittery texts by bigoo.ws

My hero is my dad hes always there for us and never left us in the cold...he keeps it real in the best way i could ever imagine...hes our dad!!!

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My Blog

And Then I Fell Over Again

Just when i think life is starting to get better, i feel like i crash again...sitting here today i was staring at a pic of my mom and it felt like the day i found out she was dead again...some days i ...
Posted by [deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 07:02:00 PST

tHe DaY mY tEaRs BeCaMe A sMiLe

To every guy that’s said, "You’re beautiful"To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To ...
Posted by [deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 12:11:00 PST

another article

CAMPBELL A Howland woman who was shot at a housing project in Campbell early Saturday was stealing drugs from a dealer, according to the detective handling the case. While she died at her Howland ho...
Posted by [deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 11:57:00 PST

article on my mom

Article Photos .. language=javascript> window... doChangeLink('502013_1.jpg'); ..> Tribune Chronicle / Joe GormanHowland Police Capt. Frank Dillon checks the Stillwagon Road of Thoma...
Posted by [deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 06:53:00 PST

R.I.P. Mommy

Well as some of you may already know at approximately 9:20PM i found out that my mom had been shot and killed...this is by far the hardest thing i have EVER had to deal with!!! my mom wasnt the best p...
Posted by [deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 09:36:00 PST

Valentines day

soooo....for valentines day chris took me to olive garden &hearts; and we had an AWESOME meal!! and then for dessert i was gunna get a peice of black tie mousse cake my favorite!!!a...
Posted by [deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 02:42:00 PST

lost in thought

why do people cut themselves to make it feel better...this seems to be the popular excuse from those that are so close to me....i love them to much to watch this happen......
Posted by [deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 10:30:00 PST

i have an addiction!

i have finally come to gripps with the fact that i have an addiction to chris crocker...my sister says i need therapy...im not sure if its that serious...am i wrong for loving this flamboyantly gay ge...
Posted by [deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 02:14:00 PST

Life comes at you fast

so i managed to screw up once again....i love my car but i cant seem to quit hurting it....this time we became close personal friends with a guardrail....the air...then the ground, juss missed some tr...
Posted by [deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 05:15:00 PST

the love of my life!!!

I am with the love of my life!!! finaly!!! I have never ever been more happy! he does everything 4 me and is always by my side when i need him! Im truely sry ppl feel crushed because we r together but...
Posted by [deez] LoSt In ThE wOrDs HiS eYeS cOuLd OnLy SpEaK on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 08:26:00 PST