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About Me

Soo i guess this is where i enter the witty quips and try to lure you in with some type of vague and mysterious description of myself, or what i think i know about myself. Wanna know about me? Ask my friends. They know more about me than i ever will. but I'll give it a shot. I'll tell u i don't give a shit, but i actually worry obsessively about everything. I'll tell you i like being average but it secretly bugs the living hell out of me that i have work twice as hard for everything i have when the blue-eyed blonde with a 21inch waste next to me is getting it handed to her... and she is dumb... I despise the notion that a devotion to an organized religion is the only way to spend an eternity in happiness. I actively push people away while becoming attatched to them. I've cheated on every boyfriend i've ever had. I love bud light and cringe at the hint of vodka. ok now u want some good stuff...I would still like to make my parents proud someday. My siblings are the best friends I have in the world. Cori too. I want to be held accountable for the good stuff i do as well as the bad. And i believe that it is not the mistakes a person makes that define them but rather how they go about correcting it...[if !IE]> ..[endif]>

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Kurt Cobain and someone who actually fits the description of "normal". (My odds aren't too good for either)
Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. What Is Your Seduction Style?

My Blog

Rantings of a Sort

..> tormented 1/23/2005 ..> ..> .. google_ad_section_start --> Sometimes I wonder what all this is for... this great facade I hide behind.  Who am I really trying to fool?&nbs...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 21:19:00 GMT

Alter Ego

..>   find a diary        .. google_ad_section_end --> .. vertical stripe -->..--> .. begin content window --> open diary ..a href=gomydiary.asp title="go to ...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 21:16:00 GMT

poem... fyi not about heroin

..> 5/12/2005 ..> ..> .. google_ad_section_start --> Pric ...stick...push...burn feel you seep into my veins twitch...switch...pull...I'm gone no desire to return again what is this you've done t...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 21:12:00 GMT

Buried Alive

My pain like cancer growsconsuming me heart and soullisten as my breathing slowsdo nothing while my blood runs coldit's like screaming in a vacuumi'm trying to tread quicksandmy conscience heavy laide...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 16:14:00 GMT