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I didn't know the wordsthat would've made you stay
I thought my heart would be in shamblesbut I think I'll be okay.
I couldn't find the thoughtsthat would make this worth the pain
so I picked myself b...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 09:56:00 GMT |
Just thinking... |
It's already August!
Oh my, how the time passes by!!! Now let me reflect back on my life to this point, because that's what everyone needs to do every now and then.
I have transformed from who I was b...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 08:40:00 GMT |
I want to be saved |
I want to be savedin all the wrong placesI want to be kissedby all the wrong faces
I want to be heldI'm still feeling hurtand my mind keeps goingthrough so many phases
I'm still so youngbut I sti...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 10:28:00 GMT |
Controlled |
It's almost as if I don't control my nights anymore.
Like a demon falls inside of meindulging in all of sin's fashions
Hands bound to my waist and I'm stillscreaming,
But it's for more.
Half of...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 11:33:00 GMT |
relapse? |
So I tried to forget,I tried to push so hard
when I wasn't even there yetI sank into my bedblanket pulled over my headand not even there I could escape
That stupid memory of your face,that stupid feel...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 06:49:00 GMT |
phase III- not me |
Lay your head down,and open your armslet her fall into your brace.kiss her new lips,hold her foreign wristand look at an unfamiliar face.Alcohol swimminginto your mindthat flowed straight from the gla...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 11:01:00 GMT |
phase II- i just wont |
Playful eyes that I wont look intoboyish charm that I can't holdquiet words that I wont listenwarming hands, but I stay cold.Underneath the big white blanketin the sea of cotton sleepdownstairs away f...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 01:10:00 GMT |
my prayer manifest |
Maybe after the hurt, comes my strength.Packaged straight to the front door of mysoul.
Waiting to be opened to my eyesstruggling to battle patiencebut waiting for me to realizethat it's coming soon.
M...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 10:17:00 GMT |
phase I of getting better |
Honestly,it took my breath.Stole my words right out of my chest.Hurting,barely breathing,crying, moaning to the sky.Feeble,tears keep falling,Wondering why.I was selfless,gave my heartto the self...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 09:10:00 GMT |
i met the devil |
I'd really like to know if you enjoy your pleasures,filled with vengeance,filled with pride,filled with anger clenching fists.It's like the monster grew inside you,with your smile, a devil's grin,and ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 16:05:00 GMT |
