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the natural

a piece of you for a piece of me.

About Me

whatever this becomes, whatever words i say, we are the fortunate ones, and when the days are done, i won't forget.

all i see in you and me is a light in the dark of humanity. and when the days are done, i won't forget.

timid steps, come walk with me. and with your useless words, come talk to me.

there are broken hearts now on your stereo, but the broken beats are just too slow. you'll cry, it doesn't change a thing.

kill the lights and let the rain fall. recall the memories of yesterdays and better ways and know the innocence is gone, move on. from this day on we'll never be the same.

the saddest songs make sense to me. so with your sunken eyes come look for me.

2 hour drives are 2 hours alone but 2 hour drives are better than home. you'll die, it doesn't change a thing.

you will kill the lights and let the rain fall. recall the memories of yesterdays and better ways and know the innocence is gone, move on. from this day on we'll never be the same.

faster words and faster kids. faster songs and faster ends. the one thing that's stayed the same.

i've lived through days, and i've lived through nights, i've had my loves and i've had my fights.

you've got to know, you have my heart.


My Interests

whiskey, jeans, fighting, laurelaptor

I'd like to meet:

my heart still bleeds the darkest blood.

Music:

thrice. the dear hunter. gallows. propagandhi.

Movies:

well, it’s the second one i’ve had, but they’re both the same. they start out that i’m in here, but it’s not day or night. it’s kind of half-night, you know? but it looks just like this, except for the light. and i’m scared like i can’t tell you. of all people, you’re standing right over there, by that counter. you’re in both dreams, and you’re scared. i get even more frightened when i see how afraid you are, and then i realize what it is. there’s a man, in back of this place. he’s the one who’s doing it. i can see him through the wall. i can see his face. i hope that i will never see that face, ever, outside of a dream.

Television:

terrible things.

Books:

kundera, palahniuk, nietzche

Heroes:

randy

brett favre, evan tanner, john stewart

My Blog

here it is.

my top five favorite albums of all time. the rules: no band can have two albums on my list, and the album must be at least three years old.1) AFI - The Art of Drowninganyone who knows me knows this is...
Posted by the natural on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 11:33:00 PST

transition/equinox

another leaf alights silentlyas the season slowly diesbut in death comes rebirthand your rebirth, pureand unexpectedarising among the orange and redshedding the traces of autumnheralding the coldthe w...
Posted by the natural on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 01:22:00 PST

smile

it doesn't matter, babyhow hard and fast you fall how tired you've beenor how completely you've collapsedyou're still an angel
Posted by the natural on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 06:53:00 PST

cemetery

cemeteryhere lie the pieces that broke offthe parts that would not fithere lie the lies and my broken promisesmy convictions thrown to the windhere lie friendsand dedications uttered in vaindevotion e...
Posted by the natural on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 12:33:00 PST

fights of the year 2007

absolutely essential mixed martial arts contests for 2007. i'll add more as i remember them.takanori gomi vs. nick diazroger huerta vs. leonard garciadan henderson vs. wanderlei silvaforrest griffin v...
Posted by the natural on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 04:02:00 PST

the albums of the year. (as they come)

the snake the cross the crown - "cotton teeth" - probably the must underrated band that exists. honest, illustrative folk rock with song and album structure so well thought out, it's like you are list...
Posted by the natural on Sun, 13 May 2007 01:26:00 PST

probably the saddest song i have ever heard.

"virtute the cat explains her departure" by the weakerthansit had something to do with the rain leeching loamy dirtand the way the back lane came alive, half moon whispered "go"for a while, i heard yo...
Posted by the natural on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 03:11:00 PST

good evening, whiskey. you’re like an old friend.

to write love on her arms. a truly honorable cause, and a wonderful idea for a foundation/website/t-shirt company with really cool scenester logos, etc. and an inspiring story, no less. truly, all of ...
Posted by the natural on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 01:41:00 PST

this warranted a blog. and i NEVER blog.

i miss the days of:-the art of drowning -full collapse -the second stage turbine blade -the illusion of safety -tear from the red -portrait of the goddess -how to start a fire-hearts once nourished wi...
Posted by the natural on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:11:00 PST