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About Me

My name is Ceni
My nickname is Tink
I was born in Ponce, Puerto Rico
My father is in the military
(This does not mean the I respect ALL soldiers)
I lived in El Paso, TX. the majority of my life
I started using drugs at age 8
I stoped at age 19
Recovery Is My LIFE
I live it love it Talk it Breath it!!
The program saved my life!
I fell inlove for the first time at 14
I have had miscarriages
I have been raped
I have lied, stole, cheated, died
I have survived
I lost nothing important...permanently
I gained the important stuff back and alot more that I never thought I could
I LOVE my family
I have changed
I have grown
I have learned
I am happy now
I go to meetings
I love to help people
I can, however, be a BITCH
I can also be sarcastic
I dont keep my life a secret
I believe in respect
I dont do drama
Any Questions? MESSEGE ME!
DO NOT ADD ME without messeging me first!"Remember when...
Getting high meant swinging at the playground.
The worst thing that you could get from the opposite sex was cooties.
Your worst enemies were your teachers or your siblings.
Race issues was who ran the fastest.
War was a card game.
The only drug you knew was cough medicine.
A girl that wore a skirt didnt have to be a slut.
The only thing that you smoked were the tires on your bike.
The only thing that hurt was skinned knees.
The only thing that can get broken were your toys.
life was simple and care free.
What I remember the most was wanting to grow up..."***VIRGO***
Dominant in relationships
Sexy
someone loves me right now
Freaky in bed
Always wants the last word
Caring
Smart
Addictive
Attractive
Loud
Loyal
Easy to talk to
Hard to forget
Self sufficiant
Despise Authority
Strong
Courageous
Dominant in relationships
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My Interests

Poetry
Music
writting
learning
Art
Dreaming
Listening
Conversation
Movies
theories
Life
Smiling
Laughing
Sex
Exploration
Beauty
Darkness
Immortality
Cats
Dancing
Rain

I'd like to meet:

I am not a fan of Relationships.
I have a problem with commitment.
I want to be happy and free.
Ive already wasted 10 years of my life on drugs, and pathetic relationships.
Its time for me now.
I'd like to meet myself!
Im a free bird.
A relationship to me is like threatning to clip my wings!!I dont like meeting many people.
The only person I can think of that would be worth truley looking forward to meet is God.
I do believe in God.
I believe that there is a power greater than myself if anything.

Music:

A little bit of everything
Among the favorites are...
No Doubt
Slipknot
NIN
KoRn
PinK FloYd
Staind
The Used
Tool
TLC
Tila Tequila(LOL)
Thrice
Three Days Grace
System Of a Down
Switchfoot
Sum 41
Sugar Ray
Sublime
Soundgarden
SoHo Dolls
Shania Twain
Selena
Rob Zombie
Calle 13
Postal Service, The
Papa Roach
Offspring, The
Nirvana
Ivy Queen
Missy Elliot
Luney Tunes
Ludakris
Linken Park
Killers, The
KC and JoJo
Cure, The
Julio Cesar Sanabria
Jet
Godsmack
Evanescence
Don Omar
Disturbed
Daddy Yankee
Coldplay
Coal Chamber
Cheap Trick
Celine Dion
Brittney Spears
Big Boi
Benjermens, The
Beibi G
Avril Lavigne
Antigone Rising
Alanis Morrisette
Akon
Madonna
Joni Mitchell
Eminem
SPM
ICP

Movies:

I Love movies.
Something I can escape into.
Something that will keep me guessing.
Some of my favorites are....
The Notebook
A Walk to Remember
Girl Interrupted
Prozac Nation
Napolion Dynamite
Requiem for A Dream
Pink Floyds The Wall
One flew over the coocoos nest
Grease I and II
Interview with a vampire
Queen of the damned
Peter Pan
Alice in wanderland
Fight Club
Practical Magic
Coarpses Bride
D.E.B.S
Spun
all plays by Tyler Perry wit Madea in it
Pride and Prejiduce
Gia
Common Ground
Harold and Kumar go to White Castle

Television:

I dont like watching TV.
I buy the seasons instead and just watch them at home
I LOVE
That 70s Show
Sex n the City
Dirt
The L Word
Friends
Judging Amy
Law and Order
Without a Trace
Will and Grace
The Closer
Greg and Dharma

Books:

I Love to read.
Prozac Nation--Elizabeth Wurtzel
His Bright Light--Danielle Steele
Come Back--Mia and Claire Fontaine
Panic Snap--Laura Reese

Heroes:

Jesus
My family
Narcotics Anonymous
Survivors

My Blog

This is what happend this week.

Sometimes I need to cry too. I been the "strong" one for the past 15 months. Blocking my emotions, afraid to feel pain. Just wanting to be happy everyday. I been trying hard to set an example. To be t...
Posted by A tRruE fRiEnd stAbs y0u in thE fR0nt on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:09:00 PST

A Pimp Told Me To Keep Coming Back

As most of you know I am a member of Narcotics Anonymous. Which is a program that has changed my life in more than one way. I have met the most interesting people and done the funnest things in this p...
Posted by A tRruE fRiEnd stAbs y0u in thE fR0nt on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 11:03:00 PST

Stop Your Whining, Life isint as dramatic as you make it seem!

If you know me now (not who I was in the past cuz I aint the same) I mean NOW. Then you know that I am NOT a fan of drama. NO! Im not on your side! Im on no one's side of anything. Keep asking me wha...
Posted by A tRruE fRiEnd stAbs y0u in thE fR0nt on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 02:03:00 PST

One is too many and a thousand is never enough

"One is too many and a Thousand is never enough" Its alot like masterbation without the orgasm....Drugs...Once i entertain the thought its like the foreplay. Teasing myself, feeling t...
Posted by A tRruE fRiEnd stAbs y0u in thE fR0nt on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 09:33:00 PST