SpIcY_GeMa

I am the big 50 !!Woo Hoo!! This time in my life is special to me, I'm through worrying about what everyone thinks of me. I think I am about to figure out who I am, what makes me tick, what I will accept and what I won't. I am not selfish but I sure use the "I" word alot !! My life is my family and my family is my life. Recently I (oops there it is again !!) asked myself who am I? I am not a rocket sientist, I am not a great mover and a shaker, I am not a doctor or a lawyer and I am not the President. I am just me, a mother and a grandmother, working her way through lifes problems and snags. I like to think I am a good friend and a honest person. I am trying to change things about me that need changin and fix things about me that need fixin. Am I perfect? Who is? I ask myself how I will be remembered when I am no longer around. And that is what I try to base my life decisions on. Things ar kinda stormy in my life right now, but you know what they say about that. A calm follows every storm? For every storm there is a calm that comes ? If it ain't stormin it will never be calm? Well I don't guess I know what they say about that but I feel a great time in my life coming. I see peace, harmony, self respect, independence, happiness, contenment,etc.... and all those adjectives. Or are they decriptive nouns ? I don't know who cares anyway. Yippe Yi Ya Cow pattie