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i thought i was happy alone until i met the greatest guy in the world [MATHEW] hes my everything. and if ANY BITCH has anything to say about it, theyd better watch their asses. ive gonethrough alot of fake [smiles] and [laughter] but not anymore. i have trouble assuming people are lying when they talk to me or they are just using me... i guess that happens when over the years that you were right and people just used and aboused. i dislike drama and [FAKES]. i like walking in the rain on a warm spring evening. i have a tendency to give up [alot] and disappoint myself, im getting better though. i work at a restruant as a hostess...its not the greatest but it pays damn well. i have low self esteem and dont believe in myself much. matt is helping me with that though. hes the best thing thats happened to me and i love him so very much, even if he doesnt realize it. i love talkin to matt about anything over a nice hot cup of coffee at country kitchen. i fear being alone and failure.