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Does not need ANYone.

About Me

wow what is there to really say about RalphWilliam Gray Faries
OTHER than:
ok so the name is Rdub or DubDub nothing more nothing less. ~*"Random Facts about me"~* i have no reason to lie.
i've got nothing to hide.
I'm 18.
my HEROES section is very accurate and updated frequently.
i'm influenced by many.
look up to less.
and fear none.
Totemo taisetsu desu kimi no shit-te imasu sono watashi o daisuki desu on..gaku, sore zembu. Nihin-go ga umak naritai desu.
Watashi wa Igirisu-jin desu! Watashi mo mama desu, Chodo kokode. kon..na hazu wa nai desu.
for those of you who can't read any for of kenji:
i know some Japanese.
i speak it a LOT better then writing or typing lol.
i even have a special keyboard that i attach to my laptop just to talk to my friends in tokyo, kyoto, kobe, & Hakodate.
i often spend countless hours trying to better my self in foreign languages.
i know a good bit of french(i've forgotten a lot.}
and a little Espaniol never hurts anyone to know, HOWEVER i do not think it should be mandatory in AMERICA.
Let's not be retarded here.
~ok back to me~
i love music, ALL music.
i spend at least 3 hours EACH day listening or looking for new music or artist that catch my interest.
I believe everyone changes constantly.
i also believe that on this earth there are many more factors at work than "the hand of God".
i believe more heavily in faith/fate.
"Every change i ever should have made, i always made to late..." has become the quote i seem to live by the past few years. and has a lot to do with the way i feel about fate.
I STRONGLY believe that in the end we all have one set destination, (destiny if you will, but do not confuse this with death) it just seems we all come to forks in the road where each path is different however always leading us to the same.
Another important thing to know is i've broken a heart...my own. It happened a good amount of time ago. i blame my self for this because the one time i felt like nothing could go wrong and i rode a high horse was the last time i ever wanted to do it.
i say this so that you know...you'll never be close to me, so don't try please. you're just wasting your time. i trust no one. respect less.
i ramble. CONSTANTLY.
can't spell.
My phone is always on.
When i find friends i can trust, i'll cherish them. until then who knows.
i hate nothing or no one.
i could not care less for racism.
i'm a fighter.
i'm a survivor.
but im also a runner.
i run from the things that hold me back. otherwise hindering me into a downward spiral of anger and disgust.
drama makes me laugh.
i take things serious, i'm not dramatic.
there is a difference. notice it.
i play video games a lot.
i play sports even more...when i am not injured that is...going on 6-7 months now. basically need my knee replaced and things only seem to be getting worst. i'd expect nothing less to be honest it's what i get.
i love my sister more than anyone or anything.
this is probably the only FACT about my self.
other things can change.
shit no that is wrong.
i almost forgot how much i love northern accents. {0n females only of course. ;] )
you piss me off i'll just kick your ass and ask questions later. i use to have dreams. i threw them away because i realized that's all they'd ever be and reality was more important.
when i die...i'll know before you because it's just another path in front of me.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone who can make 100% on this test....

"You Know You Are In Love When You Can Not Sleep Because Reality Is Finally Better Than Your Dreams"!
AIM=Rdubby234™

Music:


[Chorus (Lil' Wayne)]
I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending, and that's all I can do (that's all I can do mama)
The love I'm sending ain't making it through to your heart (I hope you hear me)

[Lil' Wayne]
Pain, since I've lost you, I'm lost too
Nigga feelin' like he at the bottom like a horse shoe
Sorry for the trouble that I put you and your heart through
God knows that I'd do anything for a part two, or to
be prayin' for the day you come back to me, sayin' that you forgive me
Give me another chance, I'm needin' it like a kidney
I don't wanna advance, give me back her hands
Give me back her touch, I don't ask for much
but I fucked up, I know I fucked up, I admit I fucked up
but everybody fuck up, now this other nigga lucked up
Tellin' me and my clique don't give a fuck
Cause um, we from New Orleans, she was from Georgia
She was my down chick, I was her soldier
I was her gangsta, she was my shoulder
You were the pistol to my holster .. BANG!

[Chorus (Lil' Wayne)]
You've been hiding, never letting it show
Always trying, to keep it under control (I see you hidin' it mama)
You got it down, and your well on your way to the top (keep doin' your thing)
but there is something you forgot

[Lil' Wayne]
You forgot about the house, you forgot about the ring
I remember everything, I just wanna hear you sing
I remember the love, right after the fights
You can't tell me you don't remember those nights
and if I would cry, then you would cry twice
To me you are the brightest star under sunlight
See take away my title, take away my stripes
You give me back my girl and you give me back my life
Give me back my girl and you give me back my life
See this is just a nightmare, so I blink twice
Open up my eyes hopin' she'd be in my sight
I remember the time, I wish I could bring it back
What she mean to me, is what I mean to rap (what I mean to rap)

[Chorus (Lil' Wayne)]
You've been hiding, (y'know) never letting it show
Always trying (I see you hidin' it mama)
to keep it under control (but I know you know)
You got it down (I know you do)
and your well on your way to the top
(but I wish you and yours nothin' but happiness shawty)

[Verse 3:]
But I hope you haven't forgot about me up in the livin' room watchin' Sports Center
You were cookin' dinner, I was such a sinner,
but the Lord is a forgiver
You know they say if you pray then you can get your blessings ordered and delivered
and your boyfriend is not like me
Ma you even went and got a teardrop like me
I remember we would sit at home all day
You called me "Butta", I called you "Babe"
My momma asked about you, my partners did too
I know your daughter will be so amazin' like you
and I know you probably wish you never met me, and I just wish you never forget me
and let me say, please don't worry 'bout the
women I have been with No engagement can amount to your friendship
and I hope that nigga know he got a queen, and all I can do is dream .. DAMN!

[Chorus]
I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending, and that's all I can do
The love I'm sending ain't making it through to your heart

Movies:



Television:


Books:

The Five People You Meet In Heaven

(and this was a poem wrote about me a while back) Hearing the sadness in your voice

Knowing all I can do is tell you how much you mean to me and how amazing you are
I know the way you look at me
I can't imagine how you look at her
Holding out my hand trying to help
Hoping you will grab hold
Wanting nothing more than to see you smile
You try to protect me
When you're the one in need
Letting down my guard
Showing you all of me
Knowing full well you gave all of you to her
I want nothing more than a chance to make you happy
I want to show you how good you are
How lucky she was to have you
How stupid she was to let you go
I don't understand how she could push you away
While I'm just trying to pull you closer
All I know is I'm glad you're here
I'm glad your ok
Sadness is fixable
Death is not

Heroes:

Kristen Alexandra Kahle(rip)