Maximum Suicide |
I wake up day after day, wishin I hadn't. I know I'm not the only one who wishes I hadn't. And I love that. I'm not the only one who wishes I was gone. I love that too. I've waited for my end for far ...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 00:46:00 GMT |
You were but a ghost in my arms.... |
Like snowfall, you cry a silent stormYour tears paint rivers on this oaken wall. . .Amber nectar, misery ichor. . .cascading in streams of hallowed formFor each stain, a forsaken shadowYou are the lug...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 14:56:00 GMT |
This is the life we live |
The remnants of a lonely saturday night piled in front of me.The only abscence is that of ash. Stale smiles and all the while I struggle to see something new. Nostalgic lethargy crowded around me. Una...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 13:52:00 GMT |
For the women in my life (Salvation) |
Salvation can be found in the coldest embrace
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Posted by on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 14:05:00 GMT |
what he was... |
Inside this austentacious exterior lies the tattered soul of a tired boy. He has lived as no one has ever lived. 60 by 20, his selves fought a war. To figure out who he truly was. Cold Snow inside his...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 15:01:00 GMT |
The morning after kill... |
My head spins with utter and painful confusion. I don't even know why. That's how bad it is. But lost in a sea of confusion one CAN find solace. In that he knows nothing. He is now able to refuel. And...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 14:05:00 GMT |
sHAPING tHE neW sPECtER |
Under a dead but StarLit night, a revelation is born, created. Of this creation comes the calamity that is thought. Patterns in the sand bring me to my enemy. One then Two and Then One. Steps by Step...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 16:01:00 GMT |
When Control becomes Blindness |
So often does one miss the fact or point of this whole lie that it all becomes worth beLIEving. Reunite the hate of two souls burnt from the hell we all go through. Then, look out. No more waste,...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 01:58:00 GMT |
Return to Lucidity...Arrive in a state of nowhere. |
The clouds part and this specter is awakened inside. Inhale. Lucid. Exhale. Nowhere. For once enjoying a state of complete empty. Enlightenment, for a moment, has left him alone. And here he sits. Con...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 14:20:00 GMT |
Life After Birth- A final track |
Everyday a new fresh wound. I didn't sign up for anything. Let alone THIS. My only wish is that it would end. 23 years in hell. I think that's long enough. This life isn't killing me fast enough. happ...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 02:09:00 GMT |
