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ricki aka rachel

id like the worst day of my life with a side of guilt please,

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WRITING Blue eyes-Under a flickering streetlight The fallen angel awoke. Her bare feet embedded with shattered glass, Her bloodstained wings glistened. Sitting upright with Her arms around her knees, Blue Eyes shivers in the cold. Many walk past, neglecting her pleading expression And Her white gown blackens with dust. He begins to walk past, but his soul says to halt. He kneels in front of Her and stares into the oceanic gaze Wipes away the salty tears and helps Her to Her feet, Her wings are shattered, Feathers shed, leaving an angelic trail. He holds Her hand. Her touch is of rose petals, smooth and cautious. Crimson in his palm. His grasp is tight, his heart aches, Serenity flows through the severed veins, He struggles to hold on. He mends Her wounds and Her aura is revived. She can spread Her wings but must relearn to fly. He wants Her to stay here, with him. But angels seldom do. She knows She must leave in order to flourish. The sacrifice hurts. Loves dagger hits deep. Like lying atop a million needles, breaking the skin. Don’t go, he cries. I must, though I want to stay, Fate may be selfish, its answers unknown. The future, inconceivable. The past, irreversible. Back in Heaven, the gate opens He is left behind, bewildered, Angered and alone. But he is reassured that She is in a better place, And his anger subsides, For you must trust fate, She said, And until we meet again, I dwell within your heart. MySpace Avatars
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IVE FOUND OUT WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE AND WHO ARENT. HOWEVER IF U THINK U CAN KEEP UR D*CK IN UR PANTS CONSIDERING IM NOT INTERESTED IN MEN THEN U CAN EMAIL ME.

"live with inegtrity"who may dwell in God's sanctuary? how can we merit a place in His Presecence? LIVE with integrity, do what is right, and speak the truth without deciet.Have no slander upon your tongue, do no evil to others,and do not mistreat your neighbor.Spurn a contemptible person,but honor those who rever the Lord. NEVER retract a promise once made, though it may do you harm. Lend no money at usurious interest; accept no bribe against the innocent. MAKE these deeds your own; then you shall stand firm ForeverPSALM 15 the Book of Ruth
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Losing Streak
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You Are 20% Happy
You know that there's more to life than how you've been living it.
Life can be rough at times, but most of your unhappiness is self-inflicted. How Happy Are You?
You Are a Friendly Ex
While the guys you've dated haven't been perfect, you've kept most as friends
In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best
And though your mature attitude is awesome, make sure nothing gets too weird
Or else you could lose these friendships, simply because your exes' new women think you're *too* friendly What Kind of Ex Are You?
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If eyes were made for seeing, then Beauty is its own excuse for being. What Glamour Icon Best Represents You?
You Are Ani Difranco!
Honest, real, and well liked.
You're not limited by any boundaries.
"And you can call me crazy
But I think you're as lazy as white paint on the wall" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

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My Blog

you call it poetry i call it the ramblings of a broken heart

sept 12, 2007 "Lilac Abortionist" an unborn flower dies beneath the ground its chance to blossom diminshed, for where it was planted a seed by gentle hands-a coarse foot of a stranger stepped - Rachel...
Posted by ricki aka rachel on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 12:54:00 PST

im gonna be ok

ive learned no matter where i go there i am. I cant depend on people to take care of me. i need to take care of myself. i dont need a man to lean on. They come and go. friends and family come first. i...
Posted by ricki aka rachel on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 06:10:00 PST

Check out my first video: Feel Something

Check out this video: Feel Something Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by ricki aka rachel on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 07:01:00 PST

a bit about me according to Blog Things

The Part of You That No One Sees..http://images.blogthings.com/whatsthepartofyouthatnoon eseesquiz/orange.jpg" height="100" width="100">You are lively, dramatic, and flamboyant.You have an outrageous p...
Posted by ricki aka rachel on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 07:42:00 PST

LONG ISLAND

You know your from Long Island when....You live in the shadow of the greatest city in the world, but you almost never go there.When you're away from Long Island, you love it and when you're there, you...
Posted by ricki aka rachel on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 04:49:00 PST

Finding myself again... Maybe i wasnt born Lost?

It seems i have finnally found a bit of peace with myself and my life. Although im not completely happy, Im no longer self loathing, miserable or taking my pain out on others.. Im learning to Forgive....
Posted by ricki aka rachel on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 08:54:00 PST

The fawkin islanders

some one very important to me is now in jail  so i cry and cry and in my pain my best friend in the whole world took me to a hockey game even tho it was the islanders to try and distract me &nbs...
Posted by ricki aka rachel on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 11:34:00 PST

and the shit keeps hitting the fan NYE Pix eclosed

yea we're smilin before we started gamblin   and then uh oh   i told u tostop at 600 ;) i lost too yeah   but i toldu this would happen   and then we get home and a carsmashes...
Posted by ricki aka rachel on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 01:55:00 PST

Back from hospital- pix enclosed

so yea if u read my ims emails  or posts u  prolly noticed ive been really sick lately mondayi was working spokesmodeling for this ab belt called uzap at the mall and i got sicker ( i had ti...
Posted by ricki aka rachel on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 02:49:00 PST

FLORIDA PIX CONTINUED- Comments!

  nascar cafe on city walk     Jaws ate me feet first   climbing up side building like SPIDERMAN yeeaaaah the one sunny day ...
Posted by ricki aka rachel on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 10:57:00 PST