Good luck Chuck (...or Megan)

About Me

I'm Megan. Happy, sad, weak, strong, smart and sometimes stupid. I am a lover, honest, hard working, complicated, mysterious, caring, hard headed, loud, quiet, determind, dreamer, reader, learner, crazy and much more. I love being surrounded by the ones that I like. I'd rather be around somebody than alone, however I crave time alone. I sometimes confuse my childhood dreams with reality. I guess I had quite the imaginaition that some memories seem so real. I love reading, however I always have to read about three books at a time. I like variety, but when I eat it is hard to eat more than one thing at a time. Ex: Peas, then move on to the mashed potatoes and then last I'll eat my steak. Something like that. I just can't enjoy all my food at once I guess, but I am working on it.I recently moved (well over a year ago) and I have had many challenges, but it only makes me wiser... or so I'd like to think. I love interesting people. I am drawn to the "wierd" usually. Maybe I am somewhat in that department too. I like to travel and try new things. I can't quite explain it, but I care very much for those in my life. Mess with them and you better watch out. And if I care about you and you mess with me... then you will no longer get that attention/friendship that I made sure you had.I live to stress myself out or so it seems. I like to stay busy, but I can be unorganized if given too much free time. I survive mainly in a structured environment, however I live in a world without it. ADHD is truly a mental disease, hate if you want to, but it is a proven fact and I can agree because it's been a struggle my whole life. I don't want pitty, I work hard on being "normal" or whatever you call it.

My Blog

Summer’s End.

Yes, I had a very interesting summer. From the end of May until now (which I do know is not just all summer) was a very wild ride. Not only wild, complicated, sad, confusing... something to write a bo...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 11:09:00 GMT

100,000 miles and I am screwed... wtf...

I will attepmt to post things from camp and such. I really didn't take pictures... just relaxed and enjoyed and got followed around a bit by a Chicago dude. I thought he was cool at first. Thought "he...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:48:00 GMT

Lately it may seem as if I fell off the earth or something.

but really I have been working. It's tax season, so the office is busy. It also was the first of the month... another reasong for business. I really like my new job. I work a lot, but it really doesn'...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 10:28:00 GMT

Loser

I know I have talked before about how my old job sucked and I'd get bored and write all the time. Here is something I have found. Enjoy!You are pathetic.Who really likes you? Cares for you?You are stu...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 09:01:00 GMT

Trust

I am having such a hard time. I try to be a good person. Maybe my expectations of others are too high. But are they too high when all I am doing is holding them to the same standard that I hold myself...
Posted by on Wed, 16 May 2007 10:06:00 GMT

Can you figure it out?

I found this, I'm not sure who wrote it... I always thought it was Julie sis, but she denied it... but it's funny. Here ya go! I'm sure you can imagine.It's as simple as can be.The place is rath...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 20:23:00 GMT

The Game.... 10/08/06

And they call it a game for many good reasons. In a game people win and people lose. I guess the goal is to play many games against or with different people. This way your odds of winning are more gua...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 19:25:00 GMT

Sell Yourself...

I know some of you have heard me say this... I like this idea. It's me, and well... I'll never change that. Not everybody is fake, I understand sometimes you must be... but not me. I just can't. But t...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 14:35:00 GMT

Never thought of it...

I know again I'm going on my Mr. Rogers blah thing... but this is strange, just thought I'd share what he said for today in Life's Journeys According to Mister Rogers.... for Wednesday February 15, 20...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 14:09:00 GMT

You

You are everywhere, and you just will not go away.I wonder why everything that seemed so right with you really was so wrong.But you were anything but what you should be, and I was anything but smart.B...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 08:43:00 GMT