Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS?

About Me

I am a very well rounded well mannered individual who finds delight in the delicate texture of delicious sushiâ€¦ if you know what I mean (I mean raw fish if you didnâ€™t). What I lack in a sense of humor I gain in a blind sited view of the world. I find myself illiterate and unstable. I bury my curiosities to set myself in a comfortable sedated religious state; near sited to only what surrounds me. I hate to experience new things and to grow as an individual. Do to my own ignorance I find it difficult to adjust with society and fit in as a regular human being. I lack love and support. I have no friends for the loser that I am I am jobless and hopeless. And last of all I love you all.
Disorder Rating
Paranoid : Very High
Schizoid : High
Schizotypal : Very High
Antisocial : High
Borderline : Very High
Histrionic : Moderate
Narcissistic : Moderate
Avoidant : Very High
Dependent : High
Obsessive-Compulsive : High
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My Interests

skateboarding, reading, writing, music, concerts, anime, movies, cards, music, food, sleep

I'd like to meet:

..You are the demons who have seduced my very soul. Slowly picking at every part of my bien. Criticizing my thoughts, my dreams; demoralizing my very point of view, my values. Degrading me, killing me. You are my nightmare, a mere horror that haunts every moment of this so called life. I hate you, I despise you. Return to that infamous inferno you were birthed from and let me return to my abyss so I may escape your fate and dwell in eternal darkness.A

Music:

Rock, Metal, Jazz, Swing, Punk, Classical, blues and my screeching voice

Movies:

ANIME, ASIAN HORROR, KUNG FU

Books:

MANGA, Raymond E. Fiest, Orson Scott Card, J.V. Jones, Aldous Huxley, George Orwell, Wiliam Butler, (half of) Ernest Hemingway...and more

Heroes:

TMNT, Tony Bennett, Jackie Chan, Freddy Cougar, Kevin Smith, Benjermin Franklin, Les Claypool, Tori Amos, James Hetfield, Kirk Hammit, Syd Barrett, Ron Jermey, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Jimi Hendrix, Bunny, and every friend I have.......
Meet Your Inner Vampire by efui
Your name :
Age : 344
Weaknesses : You need more blood than an average vampire to survive.
Special powers : None besides the ability to see well in dark.
Place of residence : A small village somewhere high in the mountains.
Feeding habits : You first attack children, then kill their parents.
Appearance : You're tall, skinny and not very pretty, but something about you, your voice, your attitude, the way you move - makes you sexy.

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My Blog

How can one choose death?

Where does the mind dwell? Why does it dwell where it does? What does it mean when it dwells there? & It is strange the feelings of panic, the act of desperation and the utter calmness of it all. Like...
Posted by Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS? on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 10:49:00 PST

Juice, a sandwich, and fruit cocktail in a can

What am I to you?Am I worth that little?In which you treat me with such disregardIs it a game?Is it my punishment?That you must ignore who I amA messA failureA fluke of natureI am no saintPerfection h...
Posted by Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS? on Fri, 23 Sep 2005 03:26:00 PST

Exorcism of Anneliese Michel

Demonic possession. It is the stuff of Hollywood movies and nightmares, inspired by the belief in something dark and ominous that can invade the body and damn the soul for all eternity. It makes a gre...
Posted by Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS? on Sun, 18 Sep 2005 03:22:00 PST

Regret

We dream of days when all can be changed When the past is forgotten and we all can just look away. A time without regrets No ties to hold us back A time where death is not thought of As an escape As ...
Posted by Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS? on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 11:38:00 PST

Void

A void A dream Can you believe how much I scream? Crying out in pain For this may never be the same In torment I lie I hide my face In fear I dwelt in a path shadowing your fate To engulf you To cons...
Posted by Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS? on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 06:56:00 PST

Damn I hate you

I may never know the feel of a mothers touch, the unconditional love; the warm embrace that may help one heal. I can only imagine it as something far beyond what I see as real. I never had that moment...
Posted by Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS? on Sun, 21 Aug 2005 07:09:00 PST

Value

How do I hold my value? Are they above everyone else? How do I decide which ones I must enforce? Life is so complicated? What is truly right or wrong? Why is it so important? For our views to take con...
Posted by Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS? on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 11:49:00 PST

Can my heart die inside you?

Can my heart die inside you?Will it beat till it explodes?When will the needles stop poking?When will the knife end it all?Why does it hurt so much?Why do I care?Why can't you tell me?It just isn't fa...
Posted by Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS? on Thu, 18 Aug 2005 08:05:00 PST

I can't take this anymore

I can't take this anymoreUnbearableTo demandingSo much painSwiftly crushing me Over and overI must escapeI must sleepEscape into my nightmaresMy hellish thoughtsMy destructive dreamsNightmares in whic...
Posted by Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS? on Thu, 18 Aug 2005 07:08:00 PST

I am not babying anyone

Some one posted this crap on my bullitiens "A guy wrote this in his myspace. I'm glad a guy finally was thinking and realized how girls feel.Read it, its very true.Stop being so hard on yourselves. I ...
Posted by Shall I give you a spoon so you may eat my ASS? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST