Beth....looking for the answer

About Me

wow about me; well I think that I am currently in one of those life altering stages of life, I feel like every decision I make is effecting the whole outcome of my life. which I know that is just how it all works, but even the small choices seem to carry alot of weight. So the point is I'm still figuring myself out, but for now some of the surface level stuff is worth knowing I guess so here goes. I am crazy about Theatre!!! It is my biggest passion and my dearest love. I also love being around people and my friends mean so much to me. But I can handle being alone too. One motto I like is "whatever makes YOU happy" you don't have to be hard on yourself for trying to be happy; you just have to make sure that you try not to hurt anyone else on your way there. So Rock on party people and make sure your happy, while your defining yourself.
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My Interests

THEATRE

I'd like to meet:

someone who can make sense of all the bullshit. but since I don't think that person exists, how about anyone who can make me laugh, and FORGET about all the bullshit.Someone who can just sit and talk and really listen, someone who understands me, cause those people are pricless.

Music:

SUBLIME, KILLERS, Violent Fems, Jack Johnson, Offspring, James Blunt, and every thing on the CD's people leave in my car!

Movies:

As long as it rocks I'm good

Television:

When i have time to watch it.... I love shows that keep you guessing but never let you down in the end.

Books:

I like any thing that I can not stop reading. if i can put the book away for a week it's not worth reading.

Heroes:

My FRIENDS!!!! they are the ones that are always there for me and when life gets hard... one of them is sure to come a long and lessen the burden, just enough so that I can carry on. they have supported me so much this year and I can never thank them enough for just being the fab peeps that they are. You guy's ROCK. I LOVE YOU ALL Thanks for all the love and support over the years or months which ever applies. My score on The Alcohol Knowledge Test :

Bourbon
(Congratulations! You're 102 proof, with specific scores in beer (60) , wine (50), and liquor (69).)

Screw all that namby-pamby chick stuff, you're going straight for the bottle and a shot glass! It'll take more than a few shots of Wild Turkey or 99 Bananas before you start seeing pink elephants. You know how to handle your alcohol, and yourself at parties.

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My Blog

party

I COPIED THIS FROM (well 2 of) MY ROOMMATES BLOG. READ IT, IT'S GOING TO BE FUN : ) Images of Color- Memorial Day Alright. So this may seem too early to start planni...
Posted by Beth....looking for the answer on Fri, 09 May 2008 07:02:00 PST

angsty poetry the later years

people all around wanting to know what makes me tick me always knowing that we’ll never click stop all the madness stop all the pain return now to life I’ve got something to gain whatever...
Posted by Beth....looking for the answer on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 12:36:00 PST

Wants

ok so here it is.. I have been in this new phase of emotional ups and downs and its not all tied to the past. I want freedom! I want to let go and just be! I want to be happy again! but first I j...
Posted by Beth....looking for the answer on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 08:22:00 PST

still waiting

I am always waiting! waiting to find my place, myself, and everything else. I never seem to be able to find what i'm looking for. so i wait and i wait some more and then I just feel discontent with th...
Posted by Beth....looking for the answer on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 08:46:00 PST

bathtub rituals 2

Bathtub rituals has become a common turn of phrase for me and most people have no idea what I am talking about. I don't care that people dont understand what I mean, but the fact is that it keeps cree...
Posted by Beth....looking for the answer on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 09:16:00 PST

all the wrong moves

ok so my life has been so full of unanswered questions lately that I need a break from all the crap going on. I keep playing this game of "to do or not to do, that is the question" (ok so I'...
Posted by Beth....looking for the answer on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 11:57:00 PST

Debauchery at its best

Ok so the last couple of weekends have been all about the pleasure factor. Alcohol and other substances coursed through my veins and I found myself letting go in ways that I never thought I would...
Posted by Beth....looking for the answer on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 05:52:00 PST

finding a place

Ok so I am at a point where I have to do something. I have been staying in Tampa for about the last month without running home to the comfort of my friends back home. I miss them more everyday because...
Posted by Beth....looking for the answer on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 01:58:00 PST

the passing of time

ok so the last few weeks have taught me alot about myself, I have conquered fears, realized some of my potiential, found some closure for things that have been buried in the back of my mind, and found...
Posted by Beth....looking for the answer on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 06:43:00 PST

no more me

OK so here I go again using myspace as an emotional outlet. So lately I have been on another one of my downward spirals, I feel like I never get to see my friends anymore, because I am always at work ...
Posted by Beth....looking for the answer on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 06:09:00 PST