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existformusic

I am here for Friends

About Me

Everything is blurry and numbing at the moment. When things become clear maybe I'll be able to fill this section out properly...who knows.

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My Interests

movies, music, drawing, poetry, photography

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who's not backstabbing...anyone who hates gossip...anyone who gets all the facts from the actual person before believing everything they hear...anyone who's honest (if there is such a thing)...anyone who knows exactly what they want and are willing to get it any way possible...anyone who knows exactly what they want and are willing to WAIT ON IT without any secrets (LIES) along the way...anyone who wants to just enjoy life and take it as it comes without all the drama and the stupidity

Music:

breaking benjamin, evans blue, taproot, cold, evanescence, linkin park, marilyn manson, stabbing westward, seether, shinedown, nirvana, nine inch nails, trapt, tool, theory of a deadman, mudvayne, the used, nickelback, moist, candlebox, a perfect circle, 12 stones, three days grace, hinder, everclear, sponge, flaw, coal chamber, incubus, lacuna coil, our lady peace, toad the wet sprocket, good charlotte, hurt, lovers and liars, framing hanley, 30 seconds to mars, flyleaf, type-o-negative.... music is my life...i have about 300 cds, theres just no way to name them all

Movies:

the crow, american history x, gladiator, empire records, chasing amy, fight club, x-men, transformers, white oleander, the doors, dazed and confused, 13 going on 30, king arthur, wedding crashers, spider-man, collateral, what dreams may come, hitch, just married, team america, the last castle, the notebook, gia, closer, american beauty, three to tango, ever after, dark city, serendipity, angel eyes, life as a house, love actually, star wars, coyote ugly, l.a. confidential, the craft, almost famous...the list could go forever

Books:

michael romkey, steven king, dean koontz, nicholas sparks, thomas harris, olivia goldsmith, josephine humphreys

My Blog

the girl i used to be....

he looks me in the eye and asks me, "what happened to that guy i used to be?" i say he's on a cruise in the most beautiful part of the country...with the girl that i used to be...they're hopelessly in...
Posted by existformusic on Tue, 20 May 2008 01:16:00 PST

alone in this bed...

These lyrics are just perfect for what I'm going through right now...I miss you baby...   Alone in this bed (capeside) lyrics: Waking up without you, It doesn't feel rightTo Sleep with only memor...
Posted by existformusic on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:30:00 PST

poem: stay in place

[stay.in.place] there's another side of meone that nobody can ever seemy scarred side; my fallen sidesomewhere i don't go, except to hide when i leave i just stay in placesilently watching my own fall...
Posted by existformusic on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 11:51:00 PST

poem: alive today

Alive Today she never knows whether to stand or to sitor why she has to put up with all the world's shitwith her head in her hands reality slips awayit hurts so much to be alive...today does it matter...
Posted by existformusic on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:13:00 PST

if you leave...

"If you leave I'm not sure I will live to find another.  I'm not sure of anything, but the love I have destroyed that you gave me.  I understand the sickness of death, but have yet to see th...
Posted by existformusic on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 01:37:00 PST

i am in love with...

framing hanley.... They’re a local band in Nashville, Tennessee and I am blown away-obsessed-in-love with them... They have perfect lyrics, an amazing live performance and a bad ass lead singer....
Posted by existformusic on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 05:05:00 PST

...lol...

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks...i feel much better now....just had to get that out......
Posted by existformusic on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 05:20:00 PST

im tired of all of it...

im tired of being miserable, left out, unhappy, unimportant, invisible...im tired of being third in line of importance and never first...im tired of always bitching and whining and never doing anythin...
Posted by existformusic on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 09:45:00 PST

pain and pleasure...

Someone once said this to me--     "We spend our lives in search of money, which only hurts--but       love, which can heal, is ignored and yet...is f...
Posted by existformusic on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 11:16:00 PST

I wish...

I wish that I could hold your hand and make you smile; remember that the stars were made for lovers to gaze upon. Help you to see the beauty in change and indifference. I wish I could help you to see...
Posted by existformusic on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 04:40:00 PST