Pa

Hey.
I'm 16, lazy, aggressive, pessimistic, misanthropic and immature.
But thats not all...
I havent grown at all since last year so i'm really small now :[
I'm quite a shy and self-conscious person but I would like to think that i'm a nice guy underneath all of that, you need to get to know me. I hate being alone and without my friends, it's a bit pathetic really.
I guess i'm not very happy at the moment, I let little things get me down. Everything seems to turn out really bad, especially this summer which I really haven't enjoyed.
I should smile more...
I can't really say that i'm enjoying college either, i'm taking; Psychology, English Literature, Economics and History. I really need to focus on education as I haven't really applied myself in the past...
I have no idea what I want to do when i'm older or where i'm going to be, I definitely want to go to University after college though.
"I am on the mend, at least now I can say that I am trying.
I hope you will forget the things I still lack..."..