eye want to attack - to rip out your heart and lay ewe flat on your back and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory -thots-otep-
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"FOR THE PEDERAST
I wish I could have you .. Here .. in my clutches .. To remove the
excuses from your mind .. To part that haze and slice your soul into
pieces .. To sing a lullaby as I tied you to the slab .. To shave your
head with a dulling razor .. As u watched .. in the splattered mirror
above u .. To break your ribs individually .. With a rock hammer ..
To shatter your shin bones with a shovel .. To burn your fingers &
toes to a necrotic black with liquid nitrogen .. To crack your teeth
with a splintered club .. To pierce your limbs with a nail gun .. To
silence your cries .. To laugh in your eyes .. To sharpen my favorite
cleaver and take your arms at the elbows .. To keep u alive for
a few moments longer .. To smell your fear .. To cover your body
with kerosene .. To watch u burn .. As a human sacrifice .. To hear
you scream in agony .. The popping of your flesh crackling as it
cooks .. To feel your child smile .. The one u murdered .. The one u
betrayed .. For nothing .. For your selfishness.
In a decent world my wish would come true." - OTEP SHAMAYA