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Denise

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About Me

Arty mad kinda person. I love singing, writing, webdesign, painting, photography, etc. I just love all Arts. I love the finer things in life; good food (love cooking too), fine wine, fine whiskey, concerts, operas, etc. I cannot live without Music. A day without Music is a day not having lived... And I am a definite chocoholic.

Since 2006 I sing with a group in the UK called nChant. Medieval & alternative songs for the spiritual journey. Check out the myspace profile; nChant on myspace .

I love to philosophise about life and all things. I also love Magic and I celebrate the Pagan holidays (And yes, I leave food out for the Faeries too!). I am much interested in the unseen.

I love learning and need to be mind-challenged almost constantly. I love languages and traveling to new places. Learning about new cultures and traditions.

I have a thing for old-fashioned and antique things. Especially old books. Basically anything that has 'lived'. That has a life essence so to say...

I need to be constantly wrapped up in emotions to feel alive. And I am terribly old-fashioned... I love spoiling my friends, especially with good food & tea...

At times I can seem a bit too intense, but that is just because when there's a little bit of light in darkness, it can be so bright. So incredibly bright, that you feel you could give your life to just hold it for one second. I suffer from depression, mood swings and demons from the past. I often have a need to be absent, to be hidden inside my own world. But I am working on all of this. I have my reasons.


RAINN special support network co-founded by Tori Amos
Model used from Senzostock .

My wish is to one day learn to play the piano... which I find a magical instrument. I am absolutely mesmerized by The Glass Armonica (more info here and here ), which I hope to learn to play one day as well... The sounds of that are just so lovingly ethereal... I also love the guitar, the violin and the harp. Of course there are many more instruments that I like. But it depends in what way and how they are played.

In the words of my Californian Drakeaholic friend SMMY;
I am more than the sum of my stuffed animals. And remember; sometimes it are the innocent ones that can be most surprising!

I need musicians to help to create music for songs. I can write lyrics, I can sing, I just can't write and create music.

My Art profile on MySpace; AvonArt .

My Profile for real life and long time virtual friends only on MySpace; Private Profile .


"Adsum, sic passim"
"Inspire par l'amour spirituel"
"Buon cuore residente nei tempi antichi"

For Drakeaholics (I dislike the word 'fans'); There is an annual Nick Drake tribute concert in The Midlands, UK, just check the site below to keep updated. Performers welcome! Yeah, all ye established ones too, feel what it's like again to just be on stage for the Love of Music! Why? Because we are non-profit and we cannot afford to pay you anyway! *laughs* And because it just feels bloody good...

I have some websites .. too;
- NickDrake.co.uk ; Haunting guitar melodies, a warm & soothing voice, settles in your soul... Magic...
- AvonArt ; My personal Art site, but hold on, the gallery is still being build!


'Elf Kiss Goodnight'
After the Elf Fantasy Fair 2005


My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anybody who dares to think outside the box.

Anybody that I can still learn from. I am hungry for knowledge, especially that which cannot be seen by the mere eye.

I prefer it if one sends an email why they want to be added, especially when their profile is not telling that much. Think twice whether you want to be added. I am a weird girl and will drown my own pages with writings.

Drakeaholics always welcome.

My Blog

Becoming woman again after religion and violation

What's she's saying I'll post in a bulletin, as to my own addings to this;&after these many years it is still a struggle 2connect those 4 bodies; emotion, mental, spiritual, physical, es...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 14:27:00 GMT

Poems

Latest poem, more poems on my blog of my real life friends only profile 'Philo.The Quiet WorldWhen the world is quietI start to wonder soWhere I am goingWhere I've gone beforeHow I can make itPerhaps ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 03:32:00 GMT

Great animal Christmas video, bit freaky, but well done


Posted by on Sat, 27 Dec 2008 02:36:00 GMT

Obsession

ObsessionDay after dayCounting minutes and hoursReady to tumble and diveTo overtake towersBreathing it inThe moments that passSavouring every wordAs long as it lastsHarvesting it...And then wanting mo...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 05:19:00 GMT

New Visions

New VisionsCan you look into the mirrorFor I can't see youBut I know that you are thereWouldn't it be perfectIf the whole world would endAnd we could disappearThen restrictions would be goneAnd I coul...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 05:35:00 GMT

Missing Moseley and Seth Lakeman; Bah!

Already had to miss Seth Lakeman at Greenbelt because we had to perform ourselves at the same time (bad timing!!!), now he's playing about 20 mins away and I can't afford the bloody ticket to go see h...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 07:24:00 GMT

Need a place to be

Okay, now I've been going on about wanting to move to the UK or at least try it out for about 6 months. I can't rent anywhere tho unless I have a job. So Annabel suggested I'd ask friends for a room (...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 11:33:00 GMT

No Frills and updates on things

Greenbelt's coming up this Thursday. I took care of some promocards, battled with the puter to get pictures done for a friend's wedding and the Nick gathering, but with a computer that runs XP and 80G...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 03:40:00 GMT

Nuts

It's absolute madness the month before the Nick gathering. I am currently putting the performers list online, trying to see if all is correct, we may have 1 or 2 too many on the Saturday but I am sure...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 08:02:00 GMT

Oh happy day in the mist of all madness!

A very dear friend of mine whom I'm going to do a photosession with coming weekend always loves to spoil me rotten. He's gone mad this time. Under the excuse of 'Well I want good pictures so you'll ne...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:43:00 GMT