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R.I.P. my heart out. &lt;/3

Breaking hearts has never been so romantic. We planned this. Do u remember when a kiss meant somethi

About Me

MY LIFE WOULD BE NOTHING WITHOUT THESE PEOPLE...Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.We are what we pretend to be.This is what we call a tragedy. Come back to me. LET GO...Find peace within yourself, before you try to find it from someone else. Spend all your time searching within yourself, not hoping from person to person, you won't find it there. It's within you. Not them.TEAR ME OPEN AT THE SEAMS, take everything you need take my heart if you like the beat take my lungs if its hard to breath...i know its hard because ive had to let go so many times...and you have to do it every day not just once you have to wake up and LET GO EVERY FUCKING MORNING.I've been through more TRAGEDY's in a year that anyone should have to go through in their entire life. Drinking and other mood altering substances is the only way to cope i found and mucho partying, pall malls, true friends-only a handful-and i've realized i'm done with drama all the stupid high school shit is lame. if u have any drama whatsoever dont bring it around me, i have enough of my own. *and i've become content with this life that i lead where i drink to much and don't believe in much of anything and i lie to myself and say "it's for the best."* that line from straylight run sums up my life in its entirety along with *well i didnt wake up this morning cuz i didnt go to bed i was watchin the white of my eyes turn red* FUCK COCAINE HARDCORE...
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My Interests

taking pictures of any and everything, my fountain that im now banned from, sitting on the ledge at my parking deck, burnettes vodka and none other, driving my new acura integra, being with real friends not fake people, bud light, the little things that make u smile, going to emerald isle, going to way too many concerts and being a better person for it, and pretty much any form of water...

I'd like to meet:

a guy that is not a HERB, that doesnt bullshit and has to like good music. oh yea and doesnt say i love you within two weeks..yep.

Music:

oh god...way too many...just to name a few::taking back sunday, from autumn to ashes (mike is my husband to be), leftover crack, yellowcard(the old stuff), ihatemyself, something corporate, copeland, straylight run, alexisonfire, emery, funeral for a friend, against me, glassjaw, dead poetic, every time i die, atreyu, coheed & cambria, lost prophets, mewithoutyou, pretty girls make graves, and all the raleigh scene music...ALESANA, your name in vain, etc.

Movies:

crazy beautiful, empire records, office space, mk&a ones haha shut it, the sweetest thing, truly scary movies, the butterfly effect, thirteen.

Heroes:

adam lazarra

My Blog

NEW PICTURE SITE. check it out...

Ok so yahoo is being gay and i have an overload of pictures on there so from now on all the pictures that i take will be at: http://www.webshots.com/user/schweewee182 no worries. love. ...
Posted by R.I.P. my heart out. </3 on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 04:05:00 PST

Pictures YOU are in them i bet

so everyone keeps telling me to put up the pictures i always take at kegs and well all the time!!so i finally put them up on a site so everyone can have them... http://photos.yahoo.com/xmaryxjane420 t...
Posted by R.I.P. my heart out. </3 on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 04:13:00 PST

ALMOST OUT OF PAIN

a look a smile a laugh this is how it all began. who knew of this tragedy? something so sweet turned bitter. Change& the look the smile the laugh all reminders of wut happened. Thoughts of wut used to...
Posted by R.I.P. my heart out. </3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my <3 beats in breakdowns

www.kurthalsey.com ^he is amazing. check it out. for real homie^ matthew woodson is also respectable. but he's a snob. and emo. http://matthew.onigami.net/ goodnight my little ghostco
Posted by R.I.P. my heart out. </3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ineverdreamedhomewouldendupwhereidontbelong

The motto was just a lie, it says "home is where your heart is," but what a shame, 'cause everyone's heart doesn't beat the same. so fucking sick of raleigh. counting the days till i can leave ever...
Posted by R.I.P. my heart out. </3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

letstrytokeepasmuchemotionoutofthisaspossible

so in the course of my social furlough the past couple weeks ive come to a conclusion-a place where u get tired of thinking hah- PAIN is wut makes us real. and you cant do it alone. now i know i ...
Posted by R.I.P. my heart out. </3 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST