Kristyn

I guess its no secret that I'm goin grough a hard time right now. I think its pretty safe to say that I thought I had it all, the perfect family, the perfect job, the perfect boyfriend and the perfect friends. They have all taught me that noone is perfect, especially not me. I try to live my life and make the right decisions that will make the people that I care the most about proud of me. I don't know exactly where it all went wrong but it feels like maybe it happened all at once or maybe thats just because it happened so fast. Who knows.... Life is hard its not always fair. People that I love have let me down and thats a part of life. It hurts and its hard as hell but I'm sure I'll get over it. Sometimes the one that you love the most will hurt you the most. Its sucks that something terrible has to happen sometimes to put things in perspective for you and show you how much you really care or don't care about something. From now on, I'm living for me. I'll always disappoint my parents. I'll always mismanage my money. I will always love high heels and lipstick. My real friends will never change and I'm sure along the way I'll continue to make a few more bad decisions. I know how my heart feels, even when its completley broken and I may not always believe him when he tells me I love him, but thats my choice. He knows how I feel and thats all that matters to me. girls layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments