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About Me

Myspace Layouts No one really understands fully the stage of life that I just entered. I feel like I just been warped in to a pre-mid-life crisis. Only because one day I just woke up, and thought, what am I doing? How will I maximize my full potential in my current cycle? What happened to the old B? I need to break out!!! And I started the process. I spontaneously with somewhat thought realized that in order for me to become who I want to be I have to improve my self and its worth. I am a runway SUPERmodel in the making and there is only one way to take the making off...to go where its at. And that for me is NY. NY is the home of runway modeling. I don't know why I was brought to this stage at such a young age but I realized that all or nothing is the only way anyone makes it. There are plenty of gambles I risk. I am leaving midJune which is for me to early but it forces me out of my comfort and onto my grind, like I need to be. I was trying to make the people around me understand why I was doing this and then I thought who cares because I still am doing it, so they got the sypnosis. I have a lot of rebuilding to do on myself and in the process jump start my career. Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie is exactly how I feel. I have been through alot all at once these past two years all at once. I could handle it, I'm a NEW YORKER but I realized that I forgot who I was in the process. Moving away from everything you know is the only way to get back to you. Its the only way you can maximize your full potential without holding back. There comes a point in ones life where you say, What about me??? What do I want??? and just leave it there (n thats where Im at). I can't keep worrying about what type of impact this will have on everything and I'm not, by midJune I will be in NY figuring out the next step to this worldwind of a plan.And yes, I wish I did decide to do this before my daughter was born, but maybe in the future it will inspire her when she is at this point in life. I hate to pull her away from everything she knows but sometimes its about starting over...you seen those Lifetime movies...lol!

My Interests

Reading, Writing, Poetry, Taking/Playing with Ari, listening to music (especially my boyfriends www.cdbaby.com keyword: TROUBLE), designing, modeling and learning. Taking quizzes.
What American accent do you have? Your Result: Philadelphia

Your accent is as Philadelphian as a cheesesteak! If you're not from Philadelphia, then you're from someplace near there like south Jersey, Baltimore, or Wilmington. if you've ever journeyed to some far off place where people don't know that Philly has an accent, someone may have thought you talked a little weird even though they didn't have a clue what accent it was they heard.

The Northeast
The Inland North
The South
The Midland
Boston
North Central
The West
What American accent do you have?
Quiz Created on GoToQuizProbability of killing, 47%

So you have problems with enemies, maybe dont have a high enough self-esteem, or play a few violent videogames. Cutting it a little close there. Try to keep your cool, alright?

Are you capable of killing

Are You Kinky Quiz?Curious - if your current lover wants to experiment, you'll try your best. You like experimenting! But it doesn't have to go too far...rubber underwear and piercings aren't your thing. You find wild sex makes a nice fantasy, but some things are better left as fantasies.

I'd like to meet:

Nas...he is a lyrical genious. The RAP ambassador and I resspect him because he shows that rap isn't all negative you could have your family (publicly) and rap about other stuff besides money and hoes and still demand respect.Tyra Banks...over the past few years Tyra has built an empire on her sucess as a minority model. Showing that you can be more than what people expect. She is a great romodel for woman esp of color, she proves there are no limits.

Music:

Rap: www.cdbaby.com keyword:TROUBLE. Nas, Eminem, the new GAME (the one that disses G-Unit, lol), Young Jeezy, Jay-Z sometimes...can't think of anymore. Alot of R&B: Alicia Keys, I love love love Beyonce, Mary J. Blige, Ashanti, R.Kelly, Usher...thats all I could think of. Rock: System of a Down sometimes, Blink 182 sometimes, Matchbox 20, Rob Thomas, the first Ashlee Simpson cd, cant think but I like alot of it. Some pop, some oldies and some Top 40.

Movies:

My favorite movies are What Lies Beneath, Napoleon Dynamite...omg! I love Napoleon Dynamite, that movie is mad funny and reminds me of when I was younger and was in like elementary and middle school...that sh!t is funny. Oh yeh Saw....that movie was mad good! OMG, I have to see part 2, thats all for now.

Television:

That 70's show, I love that show and how dillisional Jackie and Kelso are. All the charecters somehow fit together and all of them have and lack something that the other one does or doesnt have like a typical group of friends. Girlfriends, this show just reminds me of a black version of Sex and the City, which is my next favorite. I love Samantha, and her ways, shes a sexual exhibitionist and Carrie, shes a fashion addicted woman, them two make me. Punk'd I love seeing celebrities loose it. And Viva la baam, because its funny and sad what and how he does those stuff to his parents.

Heroes:

http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?source=ppsl&i nstanceid=71899408

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