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Mr. Holt

i know you had the best of intentions

About Me

If you know me call me Kade not Kevin. I am an artist and i want to teach art and thats why i am in college here at IU. I make friends easily because i like to think i have an addictive personality. I'm in love with Amanda West and have been for a long time and i dont see that changing ever.I really wish i could shred on a guitar but all that comes out is noise.I like the 50's but not enough to do the whole greaser thing, but i think the look of that period of time was the best.Nothing beats those huge lead sled cars. It sucks that most of my best friends live nowhere near me and i only get to see them a couple times a year.Last Flight Home is my favorite band of all time. Soon they are going to have a deathgrip on the world because it is impossible to deny their music.

I really like to think about all the little things that make up the big things. when people talk to me they may not notice but i count the number of letters in their words on my hands and try to get to an even power of ten. I also have an insane fear of heights. I hate being around large groups of people because of paranoia.I really try to live by the rule of trating others how you want to be treated but it doesnt seem to work. I miss my VU friends alot. i dont know how i'm going to survive classes without them to lighten the mood. Hell i dont know how i'll survive my art history courses witout being tutored.Yeah that is basically me, i'm not te same guy i used to be but thats because i'm everchanging.

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My Interests

Chicago,Art,Music,Friends,World of Warcraft,Guitar Hero,Acoustic Guitar and stuff

I'd like to meet:

i've met some cool people in my time. i still would like to meet more. maybe wes eisold,wes anderson,brett easton ellis,chrisitian slater,jt leroy. the list could go on.

Music:

If i were to be stuck on an island i think it would be ok if i had all of the last flight home tracks some elliot smith,coheed and cambira,american nightmare, and faith no more

Movies:

yeah i like them

Television:

Lost, Pacers Games, Cold Pizza, Futurama, Quantam Leap, Buffy, Angel, etc

Books:

brett easton ellis, jt leroy, stephen king, jk rowling, chuck palahniuck, and the uncle jon big bathroom reader

My Blog

My work with the first graders:WEEK1:

Well week one has come and gone and with just 2 days of working with first graders for about 3 hours and i am worn out. I like all the kids and i cannot tell you how cool it is to be called Mr.Holt an...
Posted by Mr. Holt on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 08:04:00 PST

*please be advised of strong language here* Dear Dan from my educ psy class

*clears throat* *starts to sing* OH my we all get it! you are so wonderful! what a great actor! thank you for taking our whole class discussion time to suck your own cock in the middle of the room! wa...
Posted by Mr. Holt on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 07:02:00 PST

everclear burns like jet fuel

so, today sucked for the most part. well last night was a fun filled night.my girlfriend and roomates were drunk and i was sober along with damien.so we played pictonary,just for the record i am an aw...
Posted by Mr. Holt on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 01:46:00 PST

general stuff

so, tonight was really fun. I myself havent been going to shows much anymore. i love music but unless it's someone i have to see i stay at home. Anyways, Amanda told me Murder By Death was playing and...
Posted by Mr. Holt on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 11:14:00 PST

it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

Well it's been said and it's been done by others but yeah the end is near. This whole ordeal sucks, i hate the fact that everyone is going in defferent directions. I feel as though the friends i've ma...
Posted by Mr. Holt on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 10:48:00 PST

i must be getting old

i just can't understand some of the crap coming out that people love. so either it sucks or i've had a falling out with what's good. eh, it most likely sucks. there is a certain localish band that alo...
Posted by Mr. Holt on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 11:23:00 PST

update on things

so, if i know you then odds are you are aware that i have been going through some pretty horrible pain the last month. well this last week has been ok the pain is almost gone completley. anyway, i am ...
Posted by Mr. Holt on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 09:27:00 PST

why this why that

remember when local shows were good? remember when everyone was in their respected bands? now we're overflowed with shitty bands that all try to rip off some larger shitty band. why are people under t...
Posted by Mr. Holt on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 08:34:00 PST

On the subject of everything. i'm not a writer mind you.

I'm feeling alone. it's 6 am almost and i've been up all night. Amanda is at her parents and i'm here at Damien's apartment. I don't know whats going on. It's like i feel like taking everything off of...
Posted by Mr. Holt on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 02:53:00 PST