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Living on the Border

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty, keep

About Me


Whats up? The names Jesse. I pride myself on being honest, kind and understanding; nothing else.
I love cars... I drive a 91 civic for the winter/commuting and a 2007 Mazdaspeed3.
“A half-truth is a whole lie” -Yiddish Proverb
"Only a kind person is able to judge another justly and to make allowances for his weaknesses. A kind eye, while recognizing defects, sees beyond them." - Lawrence G. Lovasik
"Life is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it, you think it’s real because that’s how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it’s very brightly colored and it’s very loud and it’s fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question, is this real, or is this just a ride? And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "Hey - don’t worry, don’t be afraid, ever, because, this is just a ride." - Bill Hicks
"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace." - Sri Chinmoy Ghose
"Anyone who appears to be perfect masks their flaws like a liar. While others who seem imperfect simply aren't afraid of the truth." - Me

The LONG Scientific Personality Test :

ISFJ-The Protector
(You scored 36% I to E, 68% N to S, 28% F to T, and 36% J to P!)

The protector type is called such because you feel your life is best used to protect those you love from the pitfalls of life, to see to their safety and security.You belong to the larger group called guardians. You find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden. You are not talkative with strangers, but you can chat tirelessly with those you trust. You have a good solid work ethic. You are thorough and very likely frugal. You do not like to be in a place of authority, and will delegate poorly if forced into a lead position. You share your type with 10% of the population.
As a romantic partner, you are generous and gentle. Occasionally you may be taken for granted because of this fact. You are tireless in providing acts of service for your loved ones. You run the risk of always being exhausted because you won't say no to your partner. You are sensitive to criticism and will withdraw rather than fight back. You wish to be appreciated for your loyalty and whole hearted nurturing. Your values must be respected and you thrive on consideration and kindness.
Your group summary: Guardians (SJ)
Your Type Summary: ISFJ
"Suicide... they call it sin
They say it is a death in which no-one wins...
They encourage you not to do it, they say it is wrong...
But who is there to encourage you when you can't be strong.
You feel like you have no-one, not even a friend.
No shoulder to cry on, just one last letter to send." - OueenofNight
The "Who the hell am I REALLY?" Test:
The Drifter
73% ability, 62% stability, 75% determination
It's sad really. You're intelligent, ambitious and full of potential. But despite all that you could be, you run from it. Maybe you're a dreamer, or perhaps you had a bad childhood. No matter what it is or was that made you this way, it prevents you from achieving greatness. You wander, wether around the planet. In your own mind you're not satisfied. Until you conquer your inner demons you never will be.
The 18 personality types are: The slave, The Rat, The Evil Rat, The Faceless Crowd, The Knight, The Warrior, The Snob, The Drifter, The Child, The Mother, The Worker, The Intellectual, The Human Waste, The Trouble Maker, The Devil, The Advisor, The King and The Chosen One.

My Interests

Cars, motorcycles, music, sports.
Honesty, loyalty, peace. Yadda yadda...

I'd like to meet:


Anyone with similar interests etc. As long as you're a decent person ;)

Joe Satriani - Made of Tears(Live)

Music:


All genres from mainstream music, blues to orchestra; I'm partial to excellent guitar work and metal, though.

At The Gates
Darkest Hour
Stevie Ray Vaughan
Joe Satriani
All That Remains
In Flames
Lamb Of God
Shadows Fall
As I Lay Dying
Apocalyptica
Exodus
Carcass
Amon Amarth
John Petrucci
Iced Earth
Children Of Bodom
Arch Enemy
Cradle of Filth
Eternal Tears Of Sorrow
Dark Tranquility
Testament
Dimmu Borgir
Opeth
Darkane
Heaven Shall Burn
Pantera
Six Feet Under
Metallica(early)
NIN
AC/DC
Megadeth
Iron Maiden
Norther
The Agony Scene
Chronicle Of Tyrants
Dimension Zero
Damageplan
Gardenian
Dream Theater
Devil Driver(last kind words only)
Saturnus
Withering Surface
Fall Of Serenity
Insomnium
Bullet For My Valentine
The Wake
Quo Vadis
Moonsorrow
Nightrage

Linkin Park
Johnny Cash
Disturbed
Mozart
Vivaldi
Beethoven
Bach
Eric Clapton
Savage Garden
Drowning Pool
Goo Goo Dolls
Nickelback
The Offspring
etc etc...

Movies:

Too Late for Kate(Doc)
America: Freedom to Fascism(Doc)
Zeitgeist: The Movie(Doc)
Gandhi
Shawshank Redemption
Transformers
The Notebook
The Game
300
Office Space
Boondock Saints
Donnie Darko
Michael Jordans Playground(Doc)

Television:

Forensic Files
House M.D.
Discovery Channel
History Channel
Metalocalypse

Books:

I Hate You Don't Leave Me

Heroes:

My Parents
My Grandma RIP
My Grandpa RIP
Mahatma Gandhi
Brian Haw..artin Luther King jr
Michael Jordan
Bill Hicks

My Blog

Im sorry for being what I am

http://www.stanford.edu/~corelli/borderline.html
Posted by Living on the Border on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 12:55:00 PST

Free Hugs 2

Awesome!Now I have heard the song enough to the point I like it... Ugh lol ...
Posted by Living on the Border on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 12:08:00 PST

Too Late for Kate

I love this documentary.... .....
Posted by Living on the Border on Thu, 29 May 2008 08:49:00 PST

Free Hugs!

I just came across this video via mnsc... Makes you feel a little bit better about the world! ...
Posted by Living on the Border on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 08:52:00 PST

My mom has cancer...

While most people are spending their day with their significant other, I got the worst news I have gotten since my Grandfather passed away.I had not even wished my dad happy birthday yet(its his birth...
Posted by Living on the Border on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 10:22:00 PST

Quotes/Zeitgeist

Heres a short clip of the movie And some quotes....I’m a HUMAN BEING, Goddamnit! My life has VALUE!Peter finch as Howard Beale - NetworkWars are poor chisels for carving out peaceful t...
Posted by Living on the Border on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 05:12:00 PST

23

I just realized that the ONLY pair of air jordans I ever bought were the XIII's... The last year he played basketball. And I threw them away when I moved out of BP.. Wtf was wrong with me... Michael ...
Posted by Living on the Border on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 06:15:00 PST

Work comps/IME/Doctor report

I guess he wasnt that bad of a guy after reading my report.  My lawyer said a lot of the times they act is if youre ok and fully healed.  But as with Kienbocks thats nearly impossible. So it...
Posted by Living on the Border on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 08:20:00 PST

RIP Grandpa...

Last night my grandpa fell and broke his leg so he went to the hospital. My mom told me last night they said more than likely he would get pneumonia. Well I didnt expect to wake up to hear he had pas...
Posted by Living on the Border on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 08:56:00 PST

More quotes/proverbs...

"Wise men speak because they have something to say; Fools because they have to say something."~ Plato "The man who has won millions at the cost of his conscience is a failure."~ B. C. Forbes"Fear not ...
Posted by Living on the Border on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:16:00 PST