LynDseY

I have learned to love and hate life at the same time... Simple things make me happy...like the sound of pouring rain against the roof while you're snuggled in your bed with a good book and soft music. Cafe mocha with a cigarette and your thoughts is sufficient to indulge in your mind and dwell on your dreams... I love dogs...dogs love me to too. It's a too way thing...just like with people...you show them you're nice...they return the favor...be hostile and they bite your head off double the pain. Beware though that too much kindness can earn you hostility as well. I am a schezophrenic. I am gentle...and fierce. I am romantic...but I use my head with my emotions. I am both sides of the same coin...and I enjoy it. I open my senses to things that we take for granted. Like a walk in the beach with the sun setting...or family outings and a cold beer with your friends after a nerve-wrecking work day. There is one person who taught me this...to live life to the fullest. His name I won't say because he knows who he is. I am happy...I am sad I laugh but my heart aches with longing I smile but behind lies the truth of my pain. Extremes. Something I try to control but helpless in understanding. I am no weirdo...I just wanna experiment with what I have and try to seek more of these things that make life so beautiful. Because it is beautiful...believe me. Even if it can be harsh...somehow it is. And I intend to make the most out of it.