About Me
Individuality at its finest is what best sums me up. The past 3yrs. have been quite a journey since my mother went home to be with the Lord. Through trials and tribulations...I molded into a strong, graceful woman that only deserves the BEST. Life can so easily harden a soul, but I have no regrets, accept the past and thank God that I was there to be able to get here because I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. I am a Christian, and take pride in my affiliation with Christ. You can be haughty all you want…but I don't live for you or the people of this world. I don't mean to rub my Christianity in your face, I'm not at all speaking of transcendence, hipocrisy, arrogance, or pride; nor am I trying to take precedence...I don't want you to think I'm morally righteous or in any way condescending…I just want you to know where my smiles come from:) I never try to live life unnoticed. Materials nor relationships define me...what I own, whom I know, where I live, or how many I have...has nothing to do with who I am. I'm that girl that wont break your heart or trample on your dreams...I am one to fortify and encourage. Some people say I am a pushover or that I have a soft touch…I just call it..."being human." I give everyone the benefit of the doubt to allow time for discernment rather than condemnation...because in hopes of extrication, there is no room for scrutiny. I think I'm beautiful…whether you do or not…I can't be broken. I am very eclectic...I am full of different elements and sources, all of which combine in me. I'm a lover, not a fighter...but I'll fight for love. I'd like to think I exude joy, christianity, and hope…I realize that my inner light isn't the strongest flame, but at least I sparkle. I try to humble myself and joyfully take in what people have to offer or teach me, I don't always take the advice or leap of faith, but I do learn from my mistakes. Wherever I go, I go with all my heart. I am thankful for the bonds that have been created in friends and family.♥♥I found love♥♥ I have faith in the unseen...just because you don't see it, doesn't mean its not felt or heard. I am a hopeless romantic who likes to kiss in the dark. I don't think its what you do in life…but what matters is who is by your side, that makes it all worth while. I live for those moments when you least expect the most wonderful thing in the world to actually happen, and then it does. I don't worry about tomorrow or struggle with future possibilities...its too overwhelming, I concentrate on the day at hand; the future is never promised and the past has been forgotten…the Lord takes me along one day at a time. I don't allow people to take my friendship for granted or take advantage of what I have to offer, I'll dismiss you if you try. I believe that you are only as good as the love you have for other people. I catch glimpses of God in the enduring love of my son, in the sprinkle of a rainshower upon my face, in the innocent smile of a baby, in the various colors of the rainbow, under the coverage of a star lit sky, beneath the flutter of a butterfly, in the sound of a thunderstorm, in the quietness of a secret, in the purring of a kitten, and upon the light reflections of the shore, in the waving leaves of a standing tree, and in the stillness of dark…I see His light! I am one of those girls who cry on the whim, pray on sight, and love deeply. I find beauty in all things, from the smallest pebble to the ever-expansive sky. Prayer is the only superpower I obtain. I love to spend all I have on the ones I love. I don't love just anyone, my love comes selfishly, but when I do love…it's uncompromising and lasts forever. I don't take anything for granted, I appreciate this life and its great abundance...I pray for my enemies and care for those I know nothing about. I live without limits, rules, or fear. I love without pride. I make it a point to be successful in every aspect of my life, whatever the situation or task at hand…I do my best, to me…that is success. I'm just a small town girl…with big city dreams!Layout made by rocker-GRL