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Sarah

I am here for Friends

About Me

I am a Sarah identified Kathryn.
I am constantly renegotiating the basic parameters of my identity, which leaves me kind of all over the place in a good kind of way (in terms of being willing to change and learn as I meet new people, and experience new things)
The down side is this also results in feeling kind of lost and somewhat scared and unsure of myself.
I'm not good with adopting labels anyway. Though, I will tell you that I AM a FEMINIST and look forward to the day that we all (everyone of all sexes/genders/races/ethnicities/classes/species etc) smash patriarchy
I'm generally shy and awkward so I either come off as aloof (due to my shyness) or weird maybe? (due to my lack of understanding of normal social mores)
And I like awkward people too (so we can be awkward together)
I also like to make people smile (and like people who make me smile as well)

My Interests

FEMINISM Dance parties, sarcasm, giggling like an amorphous blob, unlimited coffee refills/using caffeine as my substitute speed, introspective journal ramblings/self psychoanalyzing, books, poetry, spooning, long talks, long walks, bike riding, reading, live music, smashing patriarchy.

I'd like to meet:

People who have something positive to contribute to my understanding of the world.

Also, people who are not too elitist to accept that I (as well as others) may not be "radical" or "intellectual" or "hip" or "artsy" enough for you. If you find something wrong with my personal beliefs or politics, let's start a dialogue, and I'd be happy to chat. What really bugs me is when people have common goals or common enemies but focus on difference rather than on points of intersection. Seriously, get over yourselves and your belief that you someone posses this one, big "T" truth ideology and practice that will someonehow single handedly lead to change. Let's start a real dialogue.

Lurk. Lurk. Lurk.

Music:

Makes me smile and laugh and dance and cry and throw things (or people) on occasion.

Movies:

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Itty Bitty Titty Committee, Little Miss Sunshine, Rushmore, Ghostworld, Amélie, The Barbarian Invasions, Last Night, C.R.A.Z.Y, Closer, I Heart Huckabees etc.

Television:

Kill Your Television?

Books:

Judith Butler, Chandra Mohanty, Audre Lourde, Sylvia Plath, Inga Muscio, Naomi Klein, Naomi Wolf, Hélène Cixous, Luce Irigaray, Douglas Copland, Neil Gaiman, Simone de Beauvoir, Ruth Ozeki, Homi K. Bhaba, J.D. Salinger, William S. Burroughs, Chang Rae Lee, Bell Hooks, Adrienne Rich... I read new things all the time so this list will probably continue to grow/change.

Heroes:

People who are not afraid to break it down at inappropriate moments (which are the best moments in my opinion...)

My Blog

My body is not a vessel

When I looked at my body,felt the fleshiness between my thighs,traced the stretchmarks,watched the widening of my hips,when I was given the power,the gift,to procreate,I never questioned that there wo...
Posted by Sarah on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 02:08:00 PST

Reconciling my (I)dentity as a mimic

You’rea soft,and delicate girlwho needs to be protected,encoded,along the axis of metonymy,identityconstructedthrough accidental proximity.These things,these markersthat you identify with me,sub...
Posted by Sarah on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 07:39:00 PST

Evidently full of shit. (Rambling)

Drunk with arrogance,egotisminconfusion with eroticism,bodiesin disconnect.When "I"and "Other"fuck,in a clash of competing subjectivities,and physical release,mechanical seductionmeansthat this sense ...
Posted by Sarah on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 12:55:00 PST

Productivity in the Library

I am re-creatingmy existenceby drillingmetaphorical gaps and fissuresinto my memory...Selectively reprocessingsignals and signifiersre-wiring my conciousnessinto an eternal resistanceto social codes.T...
Posted by Sarah on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:03:00 PST

Worth her words

And I wonder if it is appropriate to touch your face - my body in constant confusion and tension with desire and restriction - what are even the walls that we have erected? Do we test our limits, set ...
Posted by Sarah on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 06:57:00 PST

A very short story

And she carries her heart in the palm of her hands, heart cradled like a baby bird in its nest. These things that we hold are so fragile, so precious, yet so exposed that anyone can steal from the pla...
Posted by Sarah on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 08:26:00 PST

I don’t know how to use punctuation

Am slowlybeginning to feel the pressuretingling through my fingertipsabout to eruptin anxious self defeatperfection is a wordthat I've never understoodas being tangiblethough my meticulous, obsessive ...
Posted by Sarah on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 07:41:00 PST

Lack of Sleep

And I am disillusioned once more. Oh the feeling of shedding ignorance, unzipping all the layers sitting stagnant like a pile of dirty laundry on the bathroom floor. I feel so timidly naked without th...
Posted by Sarah on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 06:13:00 PST

Gatekeeper Seasons Wait For Your Nod

In a strange/nerdy kind of way, I'm extremely excited to go back to school. I'm pretty much finished with the summer. I'm tired of this limbo period in which I twirl my thumbs and anxiously await my r...
Posted by Sarah on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 06:15:00 PST

Written while studying for my critical practice exam

Deconstruct the binary laws.Language constructs the Symbolic (social) order.Masculine language, masculine logic, searching for structure... desire to categorize,in Western philosophy we repress differ...
Posted by Sarah on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 04:06:00 PST