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About Me

I'm like Mary Poppins and Marliyn Manson put together, practically perfect and fiercely unique



I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com


Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Orderliness |||||| 30%
Accommodation |||||| 30%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||| 50%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||| 16%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex || 10%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 23%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Really Long Survey (over 200)
What is your name?: you can call me Jills
Are you named after anyone?: I named myself so no
What's your screename?: call me Jills
Would you name a child of yours after you?: hah, I find that horribly narrcissitic, so no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Till
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: no one
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: everyone drops the fucking s! It's not Jill!
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: already did
Basics
Your gender:: I gots the girl parts
Straight/Gay/Bi:: pansexual
Single?: disappointingly so
If not, do you want to be?: N/A
Birthdate:: 11/13
Your age:: I think 17 sometimes but the calendar tells me I'm 15
Age you act:: depends on my mood, I go from 7 to 70
Age you wish you were:: I like where I'm at
Your height:: 5'6" motherfuckers!
Eye color:: Brown
Happy with it?: I suppose so, it's a very nice brown
Hair color:: naturally? dark brown
Happy with it?: It's a nice brown but it changes a lot, I guess not then
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: with the mother
Your family:: mom and sis
Have any pets?: two gorgeous dogs
Whats your job?: I'm an unemployed bum
Piercings?: 2 per ear and left eyebrow
Tattoos?: not yet
Obsessions?: Till Lindemann, Dita Von Teese, cutting my toenails, cleaning my fingernails, hair dye
Addictions?: industrial music and the internet
Do you speak another language?: a good bit of spanish, and some german
Have a favorite quote?: yes many right now "Although I seek perfection, I wear my scars with Pride."
Do you have a webpage?: kind of
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I try to
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: I try to be
Do you have any secrets?: no, I'll tell anyone anything when provoked correctly
Do you hate yourself?: Golly osky! of course not
Do you like your handwriting?: ha, yep
Do you have any bad habits?: Why yes I do
What is the compliment you get from most people?: they always love my makeup
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: oo great question!! damn... it really depends on whatpart of my life it's about, how about just jills?
What's your biggest fear?: immortality
Can you sing?: I am physically able to, yes.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: strike that, reverse it
Are you a loner?: not by choice
What are your ..1 priorities in life?: to stay content with myself
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: we would be lesbian lovers
Are you a daredevil?: I'm daring but I'm not going to do stupid things that would put me at risk
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: my intolerance for the mundane
Are you passive or agressive?: assertive, thank you very much
Do you have a journal?: www.xanga.com/JustJills
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: my intolerance for the mundane
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my skin tone or my nose
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I'd like to think so
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: of course
Do you think life has been good so far?: it's had it's moments
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to love myself unconditionally
What do you like the most about your body?: the boobs are pretty great
And least?: shhh, we don't need to point anything out!
Do you think you are good looking?: yep
Are you confident?: in many areas
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Tyler Durden, except you know, I'm not schizo
Are you perceived wrongly?: not to my knowledge
Do You...
Smoke?: not anymore
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: no
Go to church?: hell no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: until they start hitting on me, yes
Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope, real animals
Take walks in the rain?: if it ever fucking rained here!
Talk to people even though you hate them?: it's a bad habit of mine
Drive?: sometimes
Like to drive fast?: yeah there's nothing like doing 80 on the highway
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: back in the day
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: canada
Eaten something that made other people sick?: probably
Been in love?: yeah
Done drugs?: yes
Gone skinny dipping?: no
Had a medical emergency?: I broke my hand, but that wasn't really an emergency I waited like 3 hours before even going to the urgent care center (not by choice)
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: ha for like 20 minutes
Played strip poker?: yes?
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: only in my dreams
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: I can go about 24 hours before going nuts
Gone one day without food?: yeah, fucking hypoglycemia
Talked on the phone all night?: I dont think so
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yeah, I like to snuggle
Slept all day?: pssh!! of course!
Killed someone?: nope
Made out with a stranger?: nope
Had sex with a stranger?: nope
Thought you're going crazy?: almost
Kissed the same sex?: yes
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: not yet
Been betrayed?: that's always debatable
Had a dream that came true?: nope, my dreams are just bizarre
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: FUCK NO!!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: probably
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Had a nervous breakdown?: no
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yes
Miracles?: ....sometimes
Astrology?: no
Magic?: no
God?: no
Satan?: no
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: no
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: attraction? yes, love? no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: absolutely
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: I used to, but I really don't know
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no but damn that sure is a nice rainbow
Do you wish on stars?: no
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: absolutely not!
Where do you think we go when we die?: in the ground in a box
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: I don't have one
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: maybe tori
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: I can't remember, but it was sometihng brian said I'm sure
Your favourite inside joke?: " thought we were calling those boobs"
Thing you're picked on most about?: I dunno
Who's your longest known friend?: shit.... umm megan
Newest?: hus
Shyest?: ashley
Funniest?: ashley
Sweetest?: I dunno, I have a lot of sweet friends
Closest?: none
Weirdest?: I'm the weirdest person I know
Smartest?: don't know
Ditziest?: ashley
Friends you miss being close to the most?: that's a rather long list
Last person you talked to online?: I'm talking to hus right now
Who do you talk to most online?: jordan
Who are you on the phone with most?: tori
Who do you trust most?: I trust everyone about equally
Who listens to your problems?: I don't really talk to people about my problems, Will if I called him to talk though
Who do you fight most with?: donny
Who's the nicest?: see sweetest
Who's the most outgoing?: shit! umm tink
Who's the best singer?: I don't know! Will?
Who's on your shit-list?: donny
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: of course
Who's your second family?: I don't really have a first family
Do you always feel understood?: often
Who's the loudest friend?: ashley
Do you trust others easily?: I trust people about equally and i don't keep secrets, so I guess yeah
Who's house were you last at?: blayres
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: this is depressing, and I'd rather not say
Do your friends know you?: not much to know
Friend that lives farthest away:: hus
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: only on my lonely days
What do you find romantic?: genuine concern
Turn-on?: handcuffs
Turn-off?: straight girls
First kiss?: john muriln
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered I suppose
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: knowing them first
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: ha nope!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: no
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: the creepy ones that IM me all the damn time
What is best about the opposite sex?: the hugs and sense of security they can provide
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they can be so fucking emotionless
What's the last present someone gave you?: I dont remember
Are you in love?: absolutely not
Do you consider your significant other hot?: N/A
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: what?
You wanted to kill?: no one in earnest
That you laughed at?: don't remember
That laughed at you?: my mom
That turned you on?: till lindemann
You went shopping with?: ashley
That broke your heart?: james
To disappoint you?: donny
To ask you out?: timmy
To make you cry?: timmy
To brighten up your day?: jordan
That you thought about?: vaun
You saw a movie with?: my mom
You talked to on the phone?: alex or jordan
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: hus
You saw?: my sister
You lost?: my granmother
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: N/A
Or some random person?: N/A
What are you wearing right now?: a bra and shorts
Body part you're touching right now:: collarbone
What are you worried about right now?: nothing really
What book are you reading?: catcher in the rye
What's on your mousepad?: the cool arm rest jelly thing
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: stagnant, bored, lonely, invincible, colorful
Are you bored?: see above
Are you tired?: I'm getting there
Are you talking to anyone online?: hus
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: both
Are you listening to music?: rammstein
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I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

My Interests

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Dita Von Teese; Trent Reznor; Oscar Wilde; and Chuck Palahniuk

My Blog

Home, flipping sweet home

So! I'm still unemployed, but I got a house. It is amazing, I'm so excited. It is really huge, and we could always use roommates, so if you need a place to stay, give me a call. Also, we par...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 11:31:00 GMT

Moving

Sooo, aparently I'm moving to dayton. Hopefully if everything goes according to plan i should be there sometime between the 26th of this month and the 6th of january. Soooo yeah! I need a job, I'm pre...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 15:00:00 GMT

Are you coming?

I want to sleep in cramped spaces with you. I want to roll all the windows down and blast music for days. I want to waste a day in the middle of the desert with you. I want you to smell citrus trees a...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 19:00:00 GMT

<3

I had the most wonderful walking out of target experience today. I ran into Hannah, golly I love Hannah. I was pretty speechless for a minute and then I got to hug her, I love hugs. Oh man. Happy time...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 13:24:00 GMT

Well Fuck

I hate being sick. I really really really hate being sick. So Tuesday I was shivering all day and just trying not to move. I skipped lunch to go lie down, I spent all of my time at home in bed. So I g...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:27:00 GMT

Bloggin' Time

Whoo! Haven't blogged in a bit, and I fucking felt like it. So here we are! My mommy is fine, wonderful news there. Hmm my british friend is being a super sweetie right now Oh man, I'm so f...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 15:53:00 GMT

Happy birthday to me

So my dear Ohio friends got me some crazy amazing presents, I got a bunch of handheld games, a necklace with a matching bracelet and purse (which I definately wore today), a little SUV thing and ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 16:17:00 GMT

Ein Auto?

Alright, here's a blog for all you non preferred list readers ^_~ I got a car last night, it's fucking amazing to drive, and turn, and park, and look at, and sit in. I
Posted by on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 16:59:00 GMT

Pulp Fiction

Leaves me with this heavy clean feeling that makes me want to talk to people about themselves. Now I'm off to watch all six episodes of FLCL, and wonder how exactly I'm going to pull off this life thi...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 22:59:00 GMT

Ohio you were amazing

thank you for the good times sweetheart, I hope to see you again soon.
Posted by on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 17:31:00 GMT