Behind every good woman there is a good slapping!

Hi I'm Jess.
I'm 19, with green eyes
I naturally have brown hair but no one knows what that
looks like on me any more
I'm 155cm or 5'0
So I'm short if you still can’t work that one out.
I use too spend my time listening to music, playing music
and going to gigs,
But now I work far to much and miss it.
I’m trying to get back into my music and will be buying a
cello soon!
I am who I’m because of my past and nothing is going to
change me,
I hate people that say the past is past “get over it”
There are some things which you can’t get over
But dwelling over it and telling any one about your
problems just for attention is WRONG!
If you need help you don’t need to sit in a group of new
found friends and tell them your life story,
If it really bothers you; you wouldn’t go around just
telling every one!
I’m not saying you should bottle it all up but there is no
need to tell people you have only known for a few minutes
Would you like me to speak slower?
Very few people understand me and I’m sorry that I confuse
you,
I still don't understand how you could love someone oneday
then not the other
Or say you love them and sleep with other people
I guess, I still have a lot to learn
May be I'm just too cold hearted some times
But I have many reasons not to trust people
And revenge is bitter sweet but it never really solves any
thing and the pain is all ways still there
I’m not Emo, Goth, punk,
I’ve never fitted into any crowed,
NOT because I tried too I just never did
And even now I still don’t get some people and the way they
think and they don't even get close to getting me!
May be that has something to do with me having my own mind
and not a brain dead zombie, that may be or just I'm just
a little crazy?
Kim and Mariya are the best!
Without them I don’t know were I would be today.
They have kept me sane to be best of there abilities,
I may have rubbed off on them too…
I am not who I want to be,
But I am at the same time
I am happy but sad,
In a room full of people
There was a time were I didn’t care about what I was doing
But now I regret the things I’ve done
I love and trust few,
And only they know who they are
They have a piece of my puzzle and I would loose it without
them!
I judge people on my own opinion,
Not by others tell me to think
I try to see the good in every one,
But with most it’s hard to see!
Honesty is the best policy!
If every one spent there life not caring about other people
in the world
It would be full of misery and every one would be missing
an eye
So if I gave out a helping hand one day at a time it still
wouldn’t be enough
But I’ll still do.
So all it is too lend an ear, a though, a helping hand
ANY THING and you could change some ones life and make a
difference to this place.
No matter how small
I don’t sleep a lot,
But I’m all ways tired
And that is why I think a lot about every thing!
Some times its good and bad!
I’m 20 and I vote,
For away of life style not for a person
I have know idea what I want to do with my life,
But they say you will have 4 different career choices in
your life,
So that means I’m not the only confused person
I clean because I have to not because I want to but you
HAVE TOO,
Mess is a part of life that has to be fixed,
So sooner is better than later because it only gets
worse with time!
I try to see the logical thing in every thing,
And see the view on both sides of the story
Like looking at something from someone else point of view!
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