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About Me


"If you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wanders"

I am mandy. I am fun loving. Outgoing. Spontaneous. Very much a kid at heart. I am a lover. I tend to be loud and crazy around the right people. I am all about having fun with everything I do. Well I try at least. I love to laugh and to make others laugh. Laughing to me is the perfect drug. I have a very weird sense of humor…but that’s what makes me, me. .I can be very sarcastic. I think way too much. it’s a huge problem I have. My brain never seems to stop. I will over analyze everything I encounter. I have had a very rough past…but who hasn’t. But I don’t let that get me down. I look at that as a life lesson. A way to have grown into the person I am today. I don’t have a whole state full of friends. I have the ones I have. And the ones I have…I cherish with everything I have. We all have come a long way to be the friends that we are. And once I consider you a friend, I am a person that will always stay in your life. I do have trust issues. I haven’t had the best past with people being upfront and honest with me. It has made me somewhat jaded. There are a lot of times that I do look at life with the glass half empty. I try to steer away from doing that…but it seems that some days its harder than others. I am a complete sap. Very much a hopeless romantic. It can be disgusting at times I suppose. I believe in treating the ones you love with all the love you have. Not just one day here and there. It must be an on going every day thing. Now don’t get me wrong..I am not one of thoes annoying gushy overly mushy kinda people. I do know the limits. I am a bit moody. I tend to have a very bad temper. I do not like to fight, but if I am brought in it…I will fight. I am very blunt. I have no problem telling people the way it is. Sometimes I do not think before I speak, and that does tend to get me in trouble. Especially when I am angry. I have 3 cats. They are pretty much my children. They are my life. I am a HUGE sucker for the outdoors. Nature in general just does it for me. I love to drive to nowhere and just soak it all in. going to a beautiful overlook, and looking out to the world below…it is just the most amazing feeling. Most importantly I do not judge. You are who you are, and that’s what I expect. Everyone to me is unique. And that intrigues me. All I ask out of people is, be real. Be who you are. I don’t want to see you playing a part. To me, that makes you as ugly as can be. And I have no time for people like that in my life. Other than that...anything you want to know..please do not hesitate to ask! AIM - kandikid4fun Useless InfoI am right handedMy eyes are hazel - they change on my moodI smoke too muchI am very insecure about my bodyI am addicted to mountain dew - i wont drink any other soda out there...unless i absolutely have toI am a Taurus - and i live up to being a taurusI have a very high tolerance for pain...but i freak out when i see a needleI am very passionate with anything i doI am a hopeless romanticThings that come from the heart mean more to me wrather than things that can be boughtI can not dance...but i can raveIm learning how to play the guitar...taking a bit but im getting itMy friends and my family are my life...i would do anything and everything for themI dont tolerate lying, cheating or just plain stupidityWhen i was 17 i quit school and traveled across the United States.I experimented with drugs...and they took over my life at one point in time.Im a little shy when i first meet someone...but give me a little time and i warm up just fineIf i dont like you, youll know it...im not shy to speak my mindsometimes i can be a little too blunt and forwardi have a very bad temper and im very stubbornMy mom is beyond my best friend...we have the best relationship...we do almost everything togethermy father and i do not speak anymore. it is for the best. Family is not one sided.I have two amazing younger brothers whom i love with everything i have. it has taken awhile to get the relationship we have now...and i wouldnt change it for the worldDepression at one time ruled my life...still every once in awhile shows its ugly face..but i control it for the most partI am not a fashionholic - i could care less about name brand clothes...i put some on and go about my day. My only downfall to the shopping world..is shoes, lotions, body sprays...basically anything that smells goodI am good friends with most of my Ex's. I try not to hate them...even if they did break my heart.I hold grudges - but only for a short period of timeI do not judge anyone

The Keys to Your Heart


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
I love my Friends
Julie and Rachs visit to VA
Graduation/Party
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Mandy
Birthday: April 21st
Birthplace: Winchester Va
Current Location: Winchester Va
Eye Color: Hazel - they change on my mood
Hair Color: red with blonde
Height: 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Chek, Irish, German
The Shoes You Wore Today: My adidas
Your Weakness: Women
Your Fears: Women...and losing the ones i care about...oh yea...and spiders
Your Perfect Pizza: um....XTRA cheezy...with lots of bacon
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To get my apartment
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: fucking fuck...just 5 more minutes
Your Best Physical Feature: um...eyes and smile i suppose
Your Bedtime: whenever i fall asleep..usually around 1
Your Most Missed Memory: when my family use to be a family
Pepsi or Coke: ick neither
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee...well both...but i prefer coffee
Do you Smoke: yup
Do you Swear: like a fucking sailor
Do you Sing: eh....
Do you Shower Daily: yup
Have you Been in Love: *sigh*
Do you want to go to College: eventually
Do you want to get Married: yup
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: only if im sitting in the backseat of a car for a long period of time
Do you think you are Attractive: i have my days
Are you a Health Freak: not really
Do you get along with your Parents: yes i do
Do you like Thunderstorms: LOVE EM!
Do you play an Instrument: i was learning to play the guitar...but...i suck at it
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: oooooooh yea :)
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yea..wait..um...next question please
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: shit i work at the mall
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ick hell no
In the past month have you been on Stage: hahahah actually yea in a way
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yuppers :)
Ever been called a Tease: hahahah oooooh yea many a times
Ever been Beaten up: ...by what??
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: hahaha im all growed up
What country would you most like to Visit: europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue or green
Favourite Hair Color: honestly it doesnt matter
Short or Long Hair: depends...i like longer hair
Height: i like them my size..but i think shorter people are adorable
Weight: that doesnt matter as long as your not a fat cow or waaaay to skinny
Best Clothing Style: your own
Number of Drugs I have taken: way to many to count
Number of CDs I own: heh...that would take forever to count i know over 300
Number of Piercings: 13
Number of Tattoos: 9
Number of things in my Past I Regret: none..i live life with no regrets...everything happens for a reason
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I'd like to meet:

im down for talkin to anyone...as long as you can keep my attention long enough. As long as you are not a pathetic liar, backstabber just plain out fuck face. Treat people right and ill treat you right.

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. i make mistakes, i am out of control,and at times hard to control, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best"

"Most people love you for who you pretend to be ... To keep their love, you keep pretending--performing. You get to love your pretense ... It's true, we're locked in an image, an act. And, the sad thing is, people get so used to their image--they grow attached to their masks. They love their chains. They forget all about who they really are. And, if you try to remind them, they hate you for it. They feel like you're trying to steal their most precious possession." - James Douglas Morrison

My Blog

RIP cindy erb martin

i really dont even mess with myspace anymore. so therefore i dont even really write anymore. but there is so much i need to get out of my system...and this is where i seem to go when i really need to ...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Sep 2010 03:08:00 GMT

one week

well in exactly 7 days i will have my girls.i have waited almost 5 painful months to have them. but it has all paid off. to be able to hold them every day. for them to shower me with kisses. god. this...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Dec 2008 10:58:00 GMT

blah

when you win... you still lose
Posted by on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 07:21:00 GMT

sometimes it takes a couple tries to get it right.

Life has a funny way of showing you why, when and how you are suppose to turn your life around. I have spent the past two years of my life living in chaos, saddness and mistakes. I have always wanted ...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 00:53:00 GMT

she has the eyes that can look deep into your soul

where the hell do i begin?! i went to the beach. had a blast. needed to get away. hide from it all. there was some drama towards the end. but made the best of it. somewhere along the way i messed my f...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 18:19:00 GMT

like the most beautiful storm, she came without notice and has helped me see the rainbow

I have tasted heaven and this is definately a moment i always want to live in Life really is a wonderful yet crazy thing. You have moments that test your ability to go on. that make you question ...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 18:18:00 GMT

what a sad day

you know...its sick irony how i would just post a blog about changing my life...and enjoying what i have because you just never know. And here is prime example as to why. I went to work tonight only t...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 03:40:00 GMT

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nothing too much has happened lately. My hours at work have changed...for now. Right now i am working 9:30-6. it sucks that i have to go in so early....but i get out early as well. so thats nice. not ...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 16:08:00 GMT

*sigh*

tonite i think is worse than the past two have been. i dont know why i just keep thinking. but tonite my thoughts have taken control and wont let me be at peace. i guess now comes the time where i jus...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 23:11:00 GMT

the saddest tragedy

what do you do when you are crying for help...and noone is there to answer you? what do you do when you have fallin so helplessly in love...and you actually fell flat on your face? my life has always...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 23:11:00 GMT