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i miss her

.......a god awful lot......she makes me sooo happy

About Me

I like to play gituar even though i need some lessons. im told that im a good drawer but i dont think so. the beach freakin rocks and i can surf a little but i can skimm board better. i love to hang out with my friends but i dont get to very much b/c everyone alawys has plans or w/e.
oh and if u need me for somthing
Here's some more stuff u might not have known............
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Adam Connor
Birthday: 90/22/90
Birthplace: Greensboro, NC
Current Location: Same
Eye Color: Blue Green Gray
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5 somthin
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: white
The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans
Your Weakness: im a sucker for eyes
Your Fears: not much
Your Perfect Pizza: idk
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: i have no idea anymore
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: yeah
Thoughts First Waking Up: ga i just want like 15 more minuets
Your Best Physical Feature: u tell me
Your Bedtime: none
Your Most Missed Memory: i want a girlfriend
Pepsi or Coke: no preference
MacDonalds or Burger King: out of thoes Mcdees
Single or Group Dates: umm depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE mors specifically dark or special dark
Cappuccino or Coffee: iced coffee thing from starbucks, dunno what its called
Do you Smoke: on a rare occation
Do you Swear: every once in a while it slips
Do you Sing: yes but not vey well
Do you Shower Daily: yes and usually more than that
Have you Been in Love: once it seemed like it but not now
Do you want to go to College: sure
Do you want to get Married: i suppose
Do you belive in yourself: yeah sure
Do you get Motion Sickness: not usually
Do you think you are Attractive: average
Are you a Health Freak: not really
Do you get along with your Parents: on occation
Do you like Thunderstorms: love them
Do you play an Instrument: yeah the guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: dont think so
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah mostly for the skate park
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: not in the past month
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: not lately
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: had some once or twice but never got drunk
Ever been called a Tease: not really i joke around a lot tho
Ever been Beaten up: not really gotten in fights but not beat up per say
Ever Shoplifted: i dunno
How do you want to Die: dont care i'll be dying
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: idk
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green/blue/brown
Favourite Hair Color: no pref i guess
Short or Long Hair: longish
Height: long as i dont have to look up
Weight: skinny to average
Best Clothing Style: anything that they can pull off
Number of Drugs I have taken: mom lets me take some hydracodone sometimes, it makes her sick
Number of CDs I own: tons
Number of Piercings: none but i want o get my nipple done
Number of Tattoos: none but i want something simple
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i regret nothing

My Interests

Music:

Empty fields move me. So much more than rooms filled up with friends. (The way the trees look dead). It reminds me that there's more to life than living. And maybe giving up's not bad. But part of letting go of you./// If i surrender to this feeling. Maybe all the aches and pains will go and i can close my eyes. Never again to have them open. 'til i bleed out all I've been. I don't want to be alone no more. No more./// Take this razor sign your name across my wrists. So everyone will know who left me like this. Sew me up my scars run deep. A reminder not to forget the times that we've had./// Empty fields move me. So much more than rooms filled up with friends. (The way the trees look dead) It reminds me that there's more to life than living. And maybe giving up's not bad. But part of letting go of you./// So take this razor sign your name across my wrists. So everyone will know who left me like this. Sew me up my scars run deep. A reminder not to forget the times that we've had./// Never waste another second. I have wasted so much time. And I have wasted, wasted. So much time. So much time./// Take this razor sign your name across my wrists. So everyone will know who left me like this. Sew me up my scars run deep. A reminder not to forget the times that we've had.

yeah i like just about anything that is rock. some of my fav bands are: BAYSIDE , THE SPILL CANVAS, FAREWELL, Green Day(older stuff), Halifax, Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, Switchfoot, Simple Plan, Fall Out Boy, 3 Doors Down, ACDC, Pink Floyd, Queen, The Eagles, Black Eyed Peas, Bowling For Soup, Gorillaz, Incubus, Blink 182, Dashboard Confessional, Death Cab for Cutie, The Killers, The Postal Service, Senses Fail, THE SPILL CANVAS, Story of the Year, Sugarcult, Sullivan, Taking Back Sunday, The Used, the list goes on and i have prob. repeated some more than once but w/e.

But i think i need to give a shout out to the band that started at SEHS, u freshman may not have had the pleasure of hearing them, Shrimp Shack Sunrise. yeah they rock and they have a new but very awsome sound to them. Here is their story...........Once there was a great ska king and another ska guy or something. The world was in trouble for ska music had sliped back into being sucky like it always had been...but there was a point were it wasnt as sucky. So he called 7 players on his conch shell from the 4 corners of the world to try and revive ska.....even though there were seven of them soooo the 7 corners of the world. Soon they would write songs laugh and have a good time playing Ska music. THE END.

Movies:

i love just about any horror/scary movie out there and can get enough of them, but loads of other things too

My Blog

Im going to stop posting blogs, at least for now

i tend to have nothing positive to say so i think ill stop for a while
Posted by Under an Angels spell................(’) on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 09:27:00 PST

I Would Like To Thank You All

i must say while reading the last post i made, that i wasnt doing too great. and i would like to let anybody who actually read it that i am doing marginally better lately. but i must also say that i c...
Posted by Under an Angels spell................(’) on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 07:14:00 PST

I bet almost nobody will read this (2/6/06)

Why does every day just suck. You get up and alawys hope that today will be better than the one before, but the fact of the mattter is that for me nothing gets better. The worst part of all is that no...
Posted by Under an Angels spell................(’) on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 07:54:00 PST

Hard Times ........ Agian

well guess what ppl i believe that life is sucking ring now and it doesnt really look like it's going to get better very soon. jus a lot of things have al happened at once and one at a time they arent...
Posted by Under an Angels spell................(’) on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 06:39:00 PST

Would anyone miss me if i died??

yea well c i am not in the greatest emotional state at the present time. this is not something that can b easily altered IT TAKES TIME to get over it. sooooo if i snap at anyone or am abnormally rude ...
Posted by Under an Angels spell................(’) on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 09:42:00 PST

i was EMO today (so say some ppl) so i win the bet w/ Bill Gates

well today sucked so i win that bet with bill gates for all hes wort hwhich is a good amount. anyhow i shal give it all to charity. mostly to the save to music foundation and other things like that.&n...
Posted by Under an Angels spell................(’) on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 06:09:00 PST

update from the past 2 days (in case u cared)

well i can say that today wasnt really worse but it didnt get any better either. ummmmmmm........................if theres anyone thet wants to hang out or something let me kno. IM me (darksky1490) or...
Posted by Under an Angels spell................(’) on Sun, 15 Jan 2006 05:55:00 PST

its friday the 13th and i must say its not that great......oh crap i just walked under a latter

well if u read yesterdays post then u kno it sucked and well like i also said it was going to go downhill and guess what?>>>>>>>>>IT DID.......wow isnt that funni. no of course its not what r u thinki...
Posted by Under an Angels spell................(’) on Sat, 14 Jan 2006 06:40:00 PST

I'm somewhat sad & depressed like today

well just so everyone knos today quite frankly S..U..C..K..S and well i dont think tomorrow will be any better. or the next day......or the next day.....and so on and so forth. pretty mch i think its ...
Posted by Under an Angels spell................(’) on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 05:22:00 PST

The Girl That Drives Me Crazy B/C I Love Her

*As soon as you get online...who's name do you look for first? *When a slow song comes on the radio...who's face comes to your mind first? *When you hear your phone ringing...who do you hope it is cal...
Posted by Under an Angels spell................(’) on Fri, 18 Nov 2005 04:03:00 PST