i'm still here because
i've got nothing else to do
you're an asshole
but i'm getting used to you
i like the fact that
you talk incessantly
i got a thing for assholes
who tell good stories
i think that drinking
is the only thing that you do right
you're gonna self-destruct
i think that's what i like
you like me so you try and make me
feel like shit
i think it's kind of funny yeah
i kind of enjoy it
...you said, this is my bedroom window
you said, this is my view
you said, lie down here with me
and see the things that i do
like you were trying to tell me something
about the way you live
like you would give me something
if you had something to give
and for all your talk
you don't say much that's real
i think i know more than you
about the way that you feel
i understand your anger
and your apathy
i think if i was you,
you're who i'd be
Words fail me all the time,
I don't even feel like talking,
Still... I go on and on,
I'm dying here and you keep walking
Why are you like this?
Like what?
Like how you are.
How am I?
I love without an end, without limits, not expecting anything. I'm still anxiously waiting for my release.
We are never so helplessly unhappy as when we lose love - Sigmund Freud
Hey-o! Name's Kristal. I'm 22 and justttt graduated from UTSA with my BA in Accounting. I'm hanging out in Bville for the summer until I get all my shit together to get me where I want to go. I plan on hopefully starting my Master's in accounting in the Fall. I pretty much am one one of those people that has their life figured out, though my plans are not set in stone, or clearly defined. I'm a nerd... or I try to be, at least. I am socially awkward. I'm not good in new settings, or around new people. Everyone usually thinks I am a snobby bitch, but I'm not. I'm just kind of serious until you get to know me. Those that are closest to me know of my airhead-like ways. I am an Aquarius in every sense of the word. I can easily emotionally detach myself from people save for that special one in my life; he knows who he is. I'm very independent and self-reliant and don't like to rely/ask other for anything, but if I can come to your rescue, I will. I can be religious though I am not what you would consider a 'practicing' Catholic, but in any case, my own private beliefs don't have an effect on how I look, or treat other people. I love love love spending time on the beach, and reading, but I NEVER have time to do either. I am a workaholic. I really think 'idleness' is a horrible, horrible thing. I love long drives and blasting my music , especially when I am alone. I constantly wish I was crafty, but I am not... I am one of those "ideas" people that sucks at execution. I aspire to teach one day, but for now, I am just here. If you're not arrogant, a liar, ignorant, or judgmental, feel free to write. Myspace Layouts
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