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This gaping hole in my chest is filled with deceit.
I fear that all my cries fell upon deaf ears.
I caress flesh with severed nerves.
I go veiled in darkness and disease.
This November swallows me whole.
And this may be the closest thing that you'll ever receive to an apology.

I close my eyes and I can see you dead =].

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I'd like to meet:

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REALLY WANNA KNOW ANYTHING? ASK 99% CHANCE ILL TELL YA

so im in love with a girl
shes not in love with me anymore.
and im trying to get over her it just isn't working that well
my world stopped turning on nov 11th 2007
my life ended Sept 30th 2008
im a guy so im a dick and a total asshole.
im a cuddle bug. i just got used to not sleeping alone and even now after such a long time i still need someone there to rly sleep.
i love music. i listen to it too much.
im a college drop out from berea, and im glad.
I currently attend SCC
i love my friends and my family but most of all i love her.
im hard to understand, even i dont know why i do somethings i do.
im hateful, heartless, cold, selfish, vain, manipulative, suicidal, immature, sadistic, misunderstood, masochistic, lustful, and reprobate.
Think you can handle me?
if not, i have enough friends anyways, and 98% of people you will meet your whole life will be 2 faced, so get over it.
Throw me away, show me what i mean to you.
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My Blog

with every breath i have...

Adept - Sound The Alarm : Hold tight, miss cheater! you forgot to wipe the scent of your lover from your chest i guess i never believed you had it in you. burn the charade. ignore your own fire ...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 17:18:00 GMT

i hope your parents are proud to hear what you've achieved

At Least Give Me My Dreams Back, You Negligent Whore! - AdeptSo is this were love runs out of patience With just one question left to be answered You wanted more but you got it all A taste of rust ...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 13:17:00 GMT

yup this is to you girly

A DAY TO REMEMBER - THE PLOT TO BOMB THE PANHANDLEI've learned to let goCome onHere's a middle fingerComing straight from oca-l-aI appreciate your judgementit's proved that I can't trust a word you sa...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 09:44:00 GMT

And i say thank you for the scars, and the guilt and the pain

how is it that....you can say you don't care about someone you you know that they were bad for youyou know things would never be the same you know you could never trust them againyou know they'll keep...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 15:20:00 GMT

the corruptness of love is only equalled by the luciousness of seduction

so i dont know y im rly posting this blog at all im kinda bored.its come to my attention that im the inconciderate asshole that ruined everything.yes i will admit i did cause alot of the problems, in ...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Mar 2009 14:30:00 GMT

i love how ppl talk about what they lost like sum1 stole it from them when they threw it away

so you say you lost the only person you ever loved and your best friend or you lost everyones trust or you lost your reputation, self respect and who you are? who took it away from you?no one except y...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 12:57:00 GMT

2 thousand 8 in retrospect

so here comes the close of another year and i have to tell you i dont know how to feel. the best and worst times of my life pretty much all happened this year. i lost great friends, made new ones, got...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 13:56:00 GMT

dont feed me lies i cant stomach them anymore

im getting weak, but youve always made me weak at the knees fair juliet, ur cutting me up and feeding me to the frenzied throw all care to the wind, as the corpses ashes fade burn our love to the grou...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Dec 2008 05:34:00 GMT

so throw your diamonds in the sky, well stay gold forever...

so i guess me and her arent me and her anymore... and i dnt feel like i can make it without her.... so i told her we couldnt be together if she didnt trust me (which she has reasons not to from the p...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 18:26:00 GMT

This is a sinking ship...

so im losing my touch on my life... im drifting further and further away from my friends and the people close to me and reattaching myself to no one... soon ill be alone and i feel it coming... and i...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 19:39:00 GMT