Bull_Rider

"Life" what is life? i ask myself that everyday i daydream bout it everyday life has its up and downs in out of depression i go stuggling to get back to the surface but one day i will make it to the top lifes hard but whats life with out its up and downs its like a roller coaster u either take the straight up then go down and its over or u take the other one that has its twist and turns up and downs i have friends that help me through it but i also ask myself whats a friend? someone who acts your friend then leaves you? WRONG i lost a true friend before i moved he was a true friend he was there when no one else could of been like my parents between work and trying to keep food on the table and roof over our head they had no time it was him who helped me when i needed it most so drama is something i cant stand it puts me in a stage of depression that its hard to get out of i love to bullride why? it gives me a few seconds to take some anger out of me gives me freedom from life when im out there no one but you and the bull its a challenge i accepted awhile back it helps me with problems i have keeps my mind of things when im preparing to ride i zone any and all thoughts out it also gives me a chance to get to know my step dad better with out him i wouldnt have what i have and do what i do i came from nothing its him who stepped up