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i hate reflections. because you can't get close enough. you just can't touch them. almost. but never. i mean that both literally and figuratively. i hate promises. they're too fragile. i love the beach. it's so liberating. i hold onto memories with everything i have. because eventually, it's all we'll have left. i believe in second chances. even though i'm mostly always disappointed. i love subtle beauty. i hate it when people waste themselves. repetition is boring. i hate working... so i plan on being rich enough one day to not have to. i love black lights. i just adore piercings. i think most people are basically ignorant. i love swinging at the park. i like feeling dizzy. i love love love coffee. i read into things way too much. i'm terrible at nurturing other people. but i like being nurtured. my biggest fear is choking. i believe a shower can cure anything. i love taking pictures of myself. i can be conceited. i can be self-conscious. i really do hold grudges. sometimes. i like being perplexed. i'm slightly judgmental. but most people are. even if they won't admit it. i really do believe i have superpowers. i think black eyes are hot...just not on me. my favorite things are intangible. i don't want to be a replacement for someone else. i don't want to settle. i want to be someone's everything. i want to actually feel the love i believe in. I love it when i randomly get the feeling that i'm connected to someone somehow. I like nervous energy. I hate how obvious i am sometimes. I wish everyone would open their eyes. I believe there's so much more to life than what we allow ourselves to see. I believe in God. I'm opinionated. I love it when it's either raining or sunny. nowhere in between. I think superman is gay. If i'm mad at you, there is a chance i will punch you in the face. the lake scares me. but i like it. kids scare me. i hate unbreakable barriers between people. i have a radar for fake skin. there are people in my life i will never trust again. THE IRONY IN MY LIFE LEAVES ME SPEECHLESS sometimes, i wish i was as oblivious as the majority of the world. I'm easily amused. I love knowing that life will always be a mystery. but i hate how predictable people are sometimes. just when you start to believe in them...they let you down. if i tell you i love you, i mean it. if i tell you i hate you, i may mean it. i hate it when i allow the past to repeat itself. i think it's sad how pathetic some people are. i do think it's possible for someone to change for the better. but i've never seen it happen. music is my favorite thing in the entire world. i love the feeling of being inside a song. i believe that having to let go of someone you love is the worst punishment. i would hurt a person for hurting a cat. fast food is my weakness I love getting lost in a feeling. my greatest wish is that i could communicate exactly what certain people mean to me. i don't wish the world was less complex, just less obsessed with trivial things that won't matter eventually. i love having a reason to smile. although we are all flawed, i think there is a timeless beauty in being human."CROOKED SMILE, A REFLECTION IN YOUR EYES THAT SHOWS MY WEAKNESS FOR BEAUTIFUL MISTAKES..." I created my layout at KillerKiwi.net

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...concerning the other 5%...

you're amazing.entirely amazing. my crazy life doesn't deserve someone as awesome as you.thanks for putting up with me.
Posted by on Fri, 28 Nov 2008 11:01:00 GMT

...concerning the 95%of my life that isnt amazing...

all i want to do is sleep.  all i want to do is not dread waking up to the disaster that is my current life. i would be lying if i said i wasn't hopeful. because i am. but hope only goes so far w...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Nov 2008 10:46:00 GMT

who writes blogs?

i'm scared.that maybe the unattainable is truly unattainable.that i'll someday be the fire of someone's rage and bitterness instead of the spark in someone's eyethat crying doesn't do anything to help...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 07:46:00 GMT

you may be a slave to fashion design when....

after working obsessively, yet ironically unprogressively towards finishing sewing all your garments that are due tomorrow at 2pm.......you type fashion.com in the toolbar when trying to type facebook...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 00:06:00 GMT

am i????

am i your muse?or am i your prison?or a message on the window of  your carsubtracted by the flesh of racing hearts?
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 21:02:00 GMT

is this real life?

What does it mean when you' ve crossed the line? What does it mean when hope is just another name in your book of liars. And deceivers. What does it mean when all you can do is wish that tomorrow is y...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 00:44:00 GMT

break

Inside and out this is what poison is this is what it means to kill the living breath the dying fall you can’t fake it and i won’t let you. You can’t suppress the vacancy in the eyes...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 21:29:00 GMT

the perplexity of rest

Dizzy. With solution on its way. Demented assurance calls my name. And yours. Swelling satisfaction settles in for the night. Delightful siren drinks her poison. A fake appearance of you. I see and th...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 21:19:00 GMT

ohohoh

I’m stuck. Im inside this place where i can’t say what i really feel. Only think it. And even that proves itself to be slightly superficial occasionally. I’m beyond these words. I&rs...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 21:13:00 GMT

in like and love

She was crying. She was crying because she was unsure if she had given up. It felt like she had. It felt like every tear that found itself trickling over her was laced with a poison that would finally...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 20:48:00 GMT