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About Me

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN...
I didn't know that to be born as a guy,
And to be loved was so hard,
Maybe I just can't understand the hearts of women,
They tell you they want you,
and then they betray you,
This is not the first time,
and I admit that you're special,
We separated today,
I just wanted you to be happy,
And find a better person than me,
You just like every other girl,
Didn't you tell me that you love me?
But I couldn't see that you just rushed me,
I will curse you,
and I'll still missing you,
Because I'm a guy, to whom love is everything,
once I love you,
it'll always be,
deep down inside my broken heart...

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sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
is there a spell that I am under
keeping me from seeing the real thing
if only death could torn us apart,
I W I L L !
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through,
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

i n s w e e t e s t m e m o r y

jessica jane mauryn @ jessica aliya natrah
deceased : 27 april 2005
may God bless you

Music:

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Heroes:

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My Blog

me, myself... still in agony..

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Posted by patrick adam [hrmjdh][fcku][waklu] on Mon, 26 Dec 2005 09:27:00 PST

I'll wear ur skins as a suit, pretend 2 b u... ur frenz will like u mo than they used to...

huhuhu...emo giler..
Posted by patrick adam [hrmjdh][fcku][waklu] on Mon, 26 Dec 2005 09:09:00 PST

a song for her, the one who broke my heart twice...

RADIOShaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and meI'm waking up all alone, waking up so relievedwhile you're taking your time with apologies,I'm making...
Posted by patrick adam [hrmjdh][fcku][waklu] on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 07:13:00 PST