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Steph

I am here for Friends

About Me

Happily married for 13 years. Have 2 beauitiful daughters. Who said marriage and kids are borring? "It's like having a bowling alley inside your head."I have gone crazy and have gone back to school. I love school. I find it very interesting and have met some very cool and interesting people. Studying Human Services. I have a passion for helping others. Eventualy would possibly like to go into mental health and be a counselor for people with mental illness. But still have time to decide that! a

My Interests

I love Football! Also love faries, duh! a

I'd like to meet:

My Father, always wondered what a coward looks like. a

Music:

Korn, System of a Down, Slipknot, Godsmack, Stained, Incubus, rock, rock, and more rock. Oh and did I mention rock?

Movies:

Happy Gilmore, LOTR, The Replacements, The Notebook a

Television:

Family Guy, Futurama, American Dad, CSI, Desperate Housewives, Gray's Anatomy a

Books:

Who has time to read? I'm a sucker for a good tear jerker or a good horror. Great combo huh a

Heroes:

My Grandmother

My Blog

Darkness Pawn

The darkness comes to take me as its casualty. It tries to confine me and absorb my lucidity. I feel helpless as I start to asphyxiate on its thick murkiness Gasping for breath I abandon all hope of...
Posted by Steph on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 03:15:00 PST

For a Friend

The cold and darkness is creeping in. I see it touching you, sending your world into a spin. I know that world and its lonely road And Im dying inside while I watch you explode. Spinning and spiralin...
Posted by Steph on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 02:10:00 PST

Breaking Through

Breaking through, Im finally free I never thought that could be I take a deep breath; the air seems so clean It is no longer smothering me. I feel the sunshine upon my face It feels so warm like a lo...
Posted by Steph on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 12:09:00 PST

Last night

We lie together face to face. Completely in each others space. There is a sweet smile pressed onto your lips As I move and press against your hips. Our bodies entangled into one Now the passion has b...
Posted by Steph on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 12:06:00 PST

Rollercoaster

Life has been a roller coaster. You ride along, but never know what to expect. Sometimes it is smooth and slow. And others it bouncy and rough and tosses you all over. The key is being able to handl...
Posted by Steph on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:59:00 PST

My Baby, my Last Daughter

You hair so golden and so fine Your smile lights up a room like sunshine So full of wonder, adventure, and fun But yet so kind to everyone Always quick to make me laugh A sweet, lively girl seen in e...
Posted by Steph on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:57:00 PST

First Born Daughter

The image burned into my head You upon the bedspread Your face so small and peaceful Making my heart feel so full You sweet little lips Looking like the pinkest of tulips All wrapped up in yellow fl...
Posted by Steph on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:55:00 PST

Paradise Beach

The moon was full. It was big and bright and if you looked at it just right it was almost blue. It lit up the dark sky and created a beautiful moon light glow all around. The sky was dark except for ...
Posted by Steph on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:51:00 PST

Sea of Dispair

Drowning in this sea of despair Will I be able to ever get air? Motives for my despair Are the very things you dont want to hear It is becoming too much for me to bear. You swallowed everything, lik...
Posted by Steph on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:49:00 PST

Save Me

Dark, cold, lonely The pit of despair My heart is beating, but is anyone there Vulnerable and weak, empty inside I cant seem to get out; theres no light in here. Panic has left, the fear is gone I ha...
Posted by Steph on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 11:45:00 PST