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Mr. Self Destruction

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I'm laid back. I'm all about having fun. Don't dick me around or the people i am close too, and i'll treat you like a friend. Tried drugs, don't like them i get anxiety. Tried booze, i like it, but im trying to cut back to get in shape. I have my EMT-Basic and currently am working towards EMT-Paramedic. I'm from orignaly San Jose, Cali, but have lived in Austin tx area for about 12 years now. I'm studying Aikido and love it. I go bowling and shoot pool often. I'm a concert goer, and enjoy local CRAZY rock shows. I also hit up alot of larger bands when i have the cash $$$ (not at the moment lol). If you want to learn more, just ask =P

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real


I like to write poetry and graphic design too......
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My Interests

Partys, concerts, bowling, pool, hacking, cracking, phreaking, web design, graphic design, motorcycles, hacky sac, paintball, road trips!, musical, graphic art, poetry, writing, im all about having fun. drama sux

I'd like to meet:

dead ppl

Music:

All rock n' roll (mostly heavy metal), electronic music, and some rap is ok. My fav music groups include: Nine inch nails, Static-x, Tool, Mindless Self Indulgence, blue man group, korn, slipknot, Rob zombie ect....

Movies:

Anime, Horror, Action, comedy, and very dramatic movies are the shit. SOme of my fav movies include: The burbs, The goonies, Princess mononoke, Waynes world (I & II), Akira, Crouching tiger hidden dragon, Terminator II ect...

Television:

If i ever watched tv i would probably watch the simpsons...... and thats about it. unless a beavis and butthead marathon is on hahaha

Books:

Secrets of a super hacker, how computers work, prehospital emergency care, i dont read much fiction.......

Heroes:

Trent reznor (lead singer of nine inch nails), batman.... my dog angies once save 3 kittens from a burning apartment building.... but then she ate them... =/

My Blog

round 2

welp,I achieved a couple of goals.....   i havent had a single ambien since nov 9th. I tested to see if i could go without getting drunk till thanksgiving, and i didn't touch a beer untill t...
Posted by Mr. Self Destruction on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 07:02:00 PST

note card life style (rough draft)

Scattered minds live scattered lives. My life is scattered on notebook paper. A silly attempt at orginization i know, but at least i am trying. I live on a day to day with a notecard reminder of obje...
Posted by Mr. Self Destruction on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 06:16:00 PST

Smile I don’t know,

maybe we can meet some day.
Posted by Mr. Self Destruction on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 09:01:00 PST

STABBY STAB STAB STAB

yeah, so im fucking tired of they way i've been treating myself. I'm ganna throw back my last few bottles of suds tonight and relax. Tomorrow will be a new beggining. I'm ganna lose some fucking weigh...
Posted by Mr. Self Destruction on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 06:24:00 PST

Subliminal minds

In this nation of whoreswe've grown addicted to lies.Lacking questions of "why"We've sewn shut our eyesIronically, in the land of the freewe welcome idiocrisyby exercising our right not to see.Instead...
Posted by Mr. Self Destruction on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 07:24:00 PST

listen to the death rattle

Criminals creep,crawling through the street.Death rattle, drum beat.Drug addictionmy confliction.Counting quarters to the next submission.Need to associate,all the hate.need to eradicate,thoughts of h...
Posted by Mr. Self Destruction on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 11:42:00 PST

GET ZOMBIEFIED!

BRAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MORE DETAILS:What:OK, here is the plan subject to change of course. a whole bunch of ppl are going to meet downtown somewhere close to 6th street to do make up and dress up...
Posted by Mr. Self Destruction on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 04:26:00 PST

TIME

Every day we faced with a choice.Do we decide to live? or like every other day,die a little bit more.Time, It doesn't stop.you will die some day.Life is what you make of it.No more, No less.How will y...
Posted by Mr. Self Destruction on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 11:48:00 PST

Kill the living

Some day you might question yourselfHow addicting isit to kill the living?God blessTed Bundy...
Posted by Mr. Self Destruction on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:19:00 PST

The doctor is in

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Posted by Mr. Self Destruction on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 05:44:00 PST