My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... profile picture

My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life...

Iz all good in da hood cuz im single and survivin witout u

My Interests

Music:

Rap, Hip-Hop, R&B, slow love songs...uhm yea..especially love songs..lol..im a love freak..hehe..some of my fav artists are 50 cent, Ryan Cabrera, Twista, Trey Songz, T-Pain, Ne-Yo, Brian McKnight, etc...The songs that are on my fav playlist r Ne-Yo featuring Jin "So Sick remix"..Ryan Cabrera "Its You"...almost all of 50 cent's hit songs also..lol..theres too many slow love songs that i love so yea..lets jus leave it at that hehe..

Movies:

Marlouie Monserrat..a True Life Story.....someday that'll be a movie...LoL...my life is like a movie pretty much..like the Truman show...theres some one out there watching my life on a screen n controlling every move the world makes around me...

Television:

LAGUNA BEACH ROCKS!!! Fresh Prince of Bel Air, Family Guy, Futurama, Simpsons, Power Rangers heheh (fa realz tho..i still think they're tight az fuck LoL).., MTV..BET.. Spike TV (MXC Most extreme challenges).., NBA BBall, Tennis on TV...etc..

Books:

uhmm..havent really read a book much..im having trouble reading..english is my second language..haha jk im not much of a book reader..more like the type that wants the book to have a movie also...haha..

Heroes:

Bee is my hero...my savior...my everything..thanx for putting up with me...ur my one n only best friend...i mean that...ur different from the rest...i got love for all my otha homies/homegirls too =o)

My Blog

starting over...

it took 6 months....n now we're back again...like i knew we would...thank u for another chance uve given me...i'll make things right this time...u jus dont know how i feel right now knowing that our l...
Posted by My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 11:35:00 PST

Sadness

If u could just see things through my eyes and feel what i feel everyday..u would see. Just how much it hurts n kills u to try everything in ur power to get that love back. It may be easier to reject ...
Posted by My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 01:08:00 PST

Point in time....

Right now...i've come across a point in time of my life where i have to deal with a lot of bullshiet and pain. For example..the job i have now irritates me from time to time..because of all the compli...
Posted by My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 12:51:00 PST

back in my life..

3 months now we've been apart....couple days from today will be our 2 year anniversary..i dont want that day to happen..but when  it does..i hope something good comes out of it..not expecting it ...
Posted by My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 09:39:00 PST

no gurl

for 3 months ive had no gurl...to hang with...to talk to...for anything at all...it sucks..cuz no matter how hard i try to talk to another girl...theres always dat one girl on my mind...i miss her so....
Posted by My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 11:09:00 PST

Alone

why does my world suddenly feel so empty? no one around...so alone..or is it just a hallucination...i dont choose to be alone..im jus set up into that situation..ive never had real close friends in li...
Posted by My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... on Sat, 05 Nov 2005 11:07:00 PST

i wonder...

i wonder how it would feel if i was gone..away from the cruel, evil ways of life..so that nothing can ever hurt me anymore...sometimes i wish i could know how it feels so i could choose between the tw...
Posted by My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... on Thu, 03 Nov 2005 10:40:00 PST

fuck...

man...i dont know...u said u wanna be happy by me leaving u alone n date other people..aight im doin that..but y u trippin about the people i talk to? i dont get it...but i understand..thats how u r.....
Posted by My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 11:34:00 PST

How Could I

life goes on and im still doing good..how could i feel this way? i thought that losing a 2 year on and off relationship thats now stuck on OFF...was bad...but now it doesnt seem so bad at all...if we ...
Posted by My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... on Sat, 22 Oct 2005 12:09:00 PST

U know what...

I know I may have done hurtful stuff..n im sorry.. but now that we're not together..here's ur chance to get back at me. Heres the chance to bullshiet with my mind n jus tell me stuff u dont really mea...
Posted by My 1 tru Love is bakk in my life... on Sat, 08 Oct 2005 01:11:00 PST