She’s banged up, mentally and emotionally, literally and metaphorically. But everyday she walks outside with a smile on her face because that’s just who she is
One day you're going to want that girl. That girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. The girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths, that girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve It, that girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. The girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever, the girl that sees this and still loves you. The girl that should have you, but doesn't even though she deserves it.
&& i bet that everyone thinks im a drama queen
because im always upset about something
but if they knew everything
and all the secrets and pain that I hide
they would see how strong i really am.