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LeJosh.

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About Me

Lejan Joshua Torres Deocariza.
Jesus Christ.
drums.
UndoneSuperhero.
incubus.
jellyfish.
Bucky (mi tortuga).
you know.

My Interests



I'd like to meet:



Music:

not yours!

Movies:

shanghai noon.
pixar movies.

Television:

IDIOT BOX.

Books:

Holy Bible.
The Odyssey. ha!

Heroes:

Jesus Christ.
Brandon Boyd.
Hayley Williams.

My Blog

I Wonder What this Poem is Called.

I still try to reach out.But your heart lie elsewhere.I want to be with you.But you want to be elsewhere.I think about you everytime.But your thoughts linger elsewhere.I look at you.But your eyes look...
Posted by LeJosh. on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:59:00 PST

for the one i hold so dearly.

Keep yourself.Hold yourself.Together.Remember the love of the onewho granted you your forgiveness.Keep with youThe Lord's unfathomable grace.Do not forgetThings of purity and holiness.Avoid those dark...
Posted by LeJosh. on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:56:00 PST

expected to be disappointed.

not GOOD ENOUGH.         but i'm still here....
Posted by LeJosh. on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 11:24:00 PST

giving sideways.

stop TRYING. stop TRYING SO HARD.stop TRYING to TRY SO HARD. stop TRYING.stop TRYING endlessly.stop TRYING hopelessly.stop TRYING to STOP. stop TRYING to STOP TRYING.now trying not to stop trying.beca...
Posted by LeJosh. on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 01:13:00 PST

My dearest one.

please don't                                   &...
Posted by LeJosh. on Thu, 31 May 2007 09:22:00 PST

Baby you wouldn't last a minute on the creek.

We say what we feel then we         &nbs p; STOP ourselves.And just walk away.  neverlookingback--loving   & nbsp;  -every...
Posted by LeJosh. on Thu, 31 May 2007 04:44:00 PST

In relation to 2/4/07.

Bite my tongue, right now the perfect timeDo anything to make her happyEven if it means my miseryAs long as she's loving lifeThought of a smile not being thereMy inner feelings would be shatteredA pie...
Posted by LeJosh. on Wed, 30 May 2007 08:19:00 PST

band-aid.

Your heart.So frail, delicateOpen.Feel what you feel.Hurt when you hurt.It hurts.Your heartNow locked away.Give yourself.Don't.Don't withdraw.Hold on.Tightly gripping handlebars.Hold on.Then go on.But...
Posted by LeJosh. on Tue, 22 May 2007 02:12:00 PST

discouraging encouragement.

GENERALIZING.SIMPLIFYING.THOUGHTS ON MY MIND.FRUSTRATING.THIS NEVER-ENDING QUESTIONING.OF WHAT?WHY?HOW?WHEN?ATTEMPTING TO EXPLICATETHE UNEXPLICABLE.CREATING A PERSPECTIVE OF A BLURRED PERCEPTION.REACH...
Posted by LeJosh. on Sun, 20 May 2007 12:57:00 PST

tears.

TEARS. weak.weary.unstable.empty.sudden.cold.vacant.hur ting.hollow.dying.fallen.broken.forgotten.silent.unstable.pa ined.frail....
Posted by LeJosh. on Sun, 20 May 2007 09:43:00 PST