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About Me


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I am constantly trying to re-invent myself and figure out who I am. The new relationships I've created with my own generation of my family lately have helped me get a good grip on whats important to me, who I want to be, and what I no longer have to fear.
I know I'll never have to worry about being alone, and that's due to my amazing Italian, Irish and Polish (WopPolockMick) family and also my very best friends down in "South County", R.I. There's probably so much more to describe about me but I just haven't discovered it all yet.RIP MICHAEL THOMAS DEMARAIS ..Mike was one of my best friends and he died tragically on Sunday, March 26, 2006 at 1 a.m., two hours after I hugged and kissed him goodbye.
Mike, there will never be a person like you ever again. You were always looking out for me, you always had my back. Now you've got a permanent place in my heart and a perch on my shoulder as my guardian angel. I'm a better person for having known you. Keep us safe. We love you, we miss you, you're forever immortalized in our thoughts.
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My Interests

Aspirations & Places to go on Life's checklist:
1. Model
2. Rave in London
3. Learn hip hop dancing
4. Dance onstage
5. Tour with a band
6. Be a Suicide Girl
7. White tattoo
8. Learn German
9. Italy
10. Ireland
11. Germany
12. Eagle's Nest
13. Hollywood
14. Viper Room
15. Meet DKM
16. Be in a music video
17. Learn to play electric guitar
18. go to bootcamp
19. Parasail
20. Aruba
21. Hawaii
22. Snowboard
23. Ride a dirtbike
24. Go on a cruise
25. Get a boob job
26. Sicily
27. Go to law school
28. Design clothes
29. Own my own store
30. Track family history
31. Own a home
32. Play football in the mud
33. Play hockey
34. drink absynthe
35. Learn about politics
36. skateboard
37. Be in a war movie
38. Contact the dead
39. Go to a masquerade
40. Gerard Way. Enough said.
41. Go in a mosh pit
42. Crowd surf
43. Poland
44. Find him.

I'd like to meet:

As of late I've been building bonds and friendships with the people I've known my entire life: my family. I want to remember where I come from and have familiar faces where ever I'm going.

...and boys who wear black eyeliner...

These people below give me character and something to do on a Saturday night... in other words If I didn't have these people in my life, I'd be pretty lost:


"The greatest happiness in life is the conviction that we are loved, loved for ourselves, or rather,
loved in spite of ourselves."
--Unknown



Music:

Music is my passion! I lean more towards the rock side of things, and any form of "punk" however you define it, being my favorite. In general other groups & musicians that I love:

Dropkick Murphys, My Chemical Romance, New Found Glory, Muse, Shirley Manson & Garbage, Depeche Mode, Phantom Planet, Black Eyed Peas, Coheed and Cambria, My Ruin, Recoil, Journey, The Bravery, The Killers, No Doubt and Gwen Stefani solo, Chevelle, Flogging Molly, Beastie Boys, Suicide Machines, Something Corporate, Distillers, Default, Flaw, Avenged Sevenfold, Unwritten Law, New Order, Duran Duran, Rancid, AFI, Fear Factory, Nine Inch Nails, Led Zeppelin, Greenday, old school Bon Jovi, The Doors, Van Morrison, Rancid, GC, Op Ivy, Social Distortion, RHCP

Movies:

Band of Brothers (Yeah ok it's a mini series), Blackhawk Down, Jarhead, Crash, The Departed, V for Vendetta, Donnie Darko, Secretary, SLC Punk!, Boondock Saints, Tigerland, Saving Private Ryan, Shaun of the Dead, Moulin Rouge!, Life Is Beautiful, A Very Long Engagement, Amelie, Newsies, Fight Club, Hackers, Sleepers, Mystic River, True Romance, Sleepers, The Usual Suspects, Green Street Hooligans, Big Fish, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, The Salton Sea, Equilibrim, Swing Kids, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang.

Television:

Arrested Development, Prison Break, Boomtown, Alias, Deadliest Catch, the "I Love the 80s" series, It Takes A Thief

Books:

I Hope They Serve Beer In Hell by Tucker Max
Devil's Knot: The True Story of the West Memphis Three

Heroes:

My brother, Tim for never judging anything I did or said, my parents Michael and Diana for finally growing up with me, my cousin Greg for keeping us all close, Jana for always making me feel like an adult but mothering me when needed, Linda Luongo for every last word of advice and every smart ass comment, my sister in law, Jaclyn for everything she's been thru and knowing how to help me in my own situations (and for talking my mother thru it for me!) My-issa also for always agreeing even with the worst ideas and never throwing them back in my face, Chrissy for answering every last text, every phone call, every email, driving her ass 20 miles and hours out of her way just because I want her to, and Dan VanGyzen for always making me feel like the prettiest girl in high school even when it was quite apparent. . . hah
Other people who make my day easier and worthwhile: Brendan Ryan-Buchanan, Josh & Kaitlin, M'Liss, and my other co-worker with all the letter openers and the interesting ways to kill me; and most importantly, the arsonist himself, the one who's just as psycho as me, The Deputy, Jason
Michael Thomas Demarais for always having my back, and for always saying thank you. For being genuine and appreciative of every one of your friends. For never missing a moment of fun, or an opportunity that would better yourself. For always building me up, but keeping me in my place. For being my best friend. I love you, I miss you.

Michael Demarais
we love you forever


My Blog

I might be scared

It's only January 19th but for about a month now I've had this thought in the back of my head: what is it going to feel like on March 26, 2007?I wonder if I will sit all day looking at the clock and ...
Posted by FaeAzar: I'm doing the Deputy on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 04:52:00 PST

The Annoying List continues...will it ever stop??

86. When I'm in a mall and people in front of me walk too slow it makes me want to stop walking completely so they can get ahead of me. I take very long strides and slow walkers annoy me. 87. Peo...
Posted by FaeAzar: I'm doing the Deputy on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 07:37:00 PST

Continuing. . . .

77. Sometimes I think I'm racist. And sometimes that bothers me. And the sometimes I don't care. And then sometimes it bothers me that I don't care. And then sometimes I'm just racist again. 78. I thi...
Posted by FaeAzar: I'm doing the Deputy on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 02:13:00 PST

Facts Again!

56. Just something about guy's sneakers and their jeans.57. I love tipping the keyboard over to clean it and seeing all the crap that falls out.58. My nails are natural.59. my eyebrows are two differe...
Posted by FaeAzar: I'm doing the Deputy on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 08:46:00 PST

M>T<D

"Dreams of his crash won't passOh how they all adored himBeauty will last when spiraled downThe stars that mystifiedHe left them all behindand how his children criedHe left them all behind."-A.F.I. "M...
Posted by FaeAzar: I'm doing the Deputy on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 08:51:00 PST

These are directed at specific people.

1. i hate it when people post this small picture of themselves shirtless and all these trampy whores all comment "Oh you're so hot" RIGHT. like you even know.2. Sames goes for when they post a pic of ...
Posted by FaeAzar: I'm doing the Deputy on Fri, 26 May 2006 10:34:00 PST

What she said

I am always extending out to people; I want to give advice but don't live by my own. I dont know how to help myself and give myself advice. I don't have enough confidence in myself or what i do. I wan...
Posted by FaeAzar: I'm doing the Deputy on Tue, 16 May 2006 09:44:00 PST

Facts

 1. I am 50talian, 25rish, 25 olish. My papa hated being Polish and made me believe all my life that we were German. 2. Law and American History are my two favorite subjects. 3. I wish ...
Posted by FaeAzar: I'm doing the Deputy on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 04:19:00 PST

MTD

Mikey, what happened? You have no idea the enormous amount of guilt I have. I feel like if I were only having fun I would have stayed and maybe you would have too. And Dans so mad at himself for not c...
Posted by FaeAzar: I'm doing the Deputy on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 04:23:00 PST

Rhode Island is Disturbing

It's disturbing how flipping small RI really is. One random person from high school finds me on this thing and so I click their profile, see who they still talk to, click on someone else who looks fam...
Posted by FaeAzar: I'm doing the Deputy on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 03:38:00 PST