Aspirations & Places to go on Life's checklist:
1. Model
2. Rave in London
3. Learn hip hop dancing
4. Dance onstage
5. Tour with a band
6. Be a Suicide Girl
7. White tattoo
8. Learn German
9. Italy
10. Ireland
11. Germany
12. Eagle's Nest
13. Hollywood
14. Viper Room
15. Meet DKM
16. Be in a music video
17. Learn to play electric guitar
18. go to bootcamp
19. Parasail
20. Aruba
21. Hawaii
22. Snowboard
23. Ride a dirtbike
24. Go on a cruise
25. Get a boob job
26. Sicily
27. Go to law school
28. Design clothes
29. Own my own store
30. Track family history
31. Own a home
32. Play football in the mud
33. Play hockey
34. drink absynthe
35. Learn about politics
36. skateboard
37. Be in a war movie
38. Contact the dead
39. Go to a masquerade
40. Gerard Way. Enough said.
41. Go in a mosh pit
42. Crowd surf
43. Poland
44. Find him.
As of late I've been building bonds and friendships with the people I've known my entire life: my family. I want to remember where I come from and have familiar faces where ever I'm going.
...and boys who wear black eyeliner...
These people below give me character and something to do on a Saturday night... in other words If I didn't have these people in my life, I'd be pretty lost:
Music is my passion! I lean more towards the rock side of things, and any form of "punk" however you define it, being my favorite. In general other groups & musicians that I love:
Dropkick Murphys, My Chemical Romance, New Found Glory, Muse, Shirley Manson & Garbage, Depeche Mode, Phantom Planet, Black Eyed Peas, Coheed and Cambria, My Ruin, Recoil, Journey, The Bravery, The Killers, No Doubt and Gwen Stefani solo, Chevelle, Flogging Molly, Beastie Boys, Suicide Machines, Something Corporate, Distillers, Default, Flaw, Avenged Sevenfold, Unwritten Law, New Order, Duran Duran, Rancid, AFI, Fear Factory, Nine Inch Nails, Led Zeppelin, Greenday, old school Bon Jovi, The Doors, Van Morrison, Rancid, GC, Op Ivy, Social Distortion, RHCP
Band of Brothers (Yeah ok it's a mini series), Blackhawk Down, Jarhead, Crash, The Departed, V for Vendetta, Donnie Darko, Secretary, SLC Punk!, Boondock Saints, Tigerland, Saving Private Ryan, Shaun of the Dead, Moulin Rouge!, Life Is Beautiful, A Very Long Engagement, Amelie, Newsies, Fight Club, Hackers, Sleepers, Mystic River, True Romance, Sleepers, The Usual Suspects, Green Street Hooligans, Big Fish, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, The Salton Sea, Equilibrim, Swing Kids, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang.
Arrested Development, Prison Break, Boomtown, Alias, Deadliest Catch, the "I Love the 80s" series, It Takes A Thief
I Hope They Serve Beer In Hell by Tucker Max
Devil's Knot: The True Story of the West Memphis Three
My brother, Tim for never judging anything I did or said, my parents Michael and Diana for finally growing up with me, my cousin Greg for keeping us all close, Jana for always making me feel like an adult but mothering me when needed, Linda Luongo for every last word of advice and every smart ass comment, my sister in law, Jaclyn for everything she's been thru and knowing how to help me in my own situations (and for talking my mother thru it for me!) My-issa also for always agreeing even with the worst ideas and never throwing them back in my face, Chrissy for answering every last text, every phone call, every email, driving her ass 20 miles and hours out of her way just because I want her to, and Dan VanGyzen for always making me feel like the prettiest girl in high school even when it was quite apparent. . . hah
Other people who make my day easier and worthwhile: Brendan Ryan-Buchanan, Josh & Kaitlin, M'Liss, and my other co-worker with all the letter openers and the interesting ways to kill me; and most importantly, the arsonist himself, the one who's just as psycho as me, The Deputy, Jason
Michael Thomas Demarais for always having my back, and for always saying thank you. For being genuine and appreciative of every one of your friends. For never missing a moment of fun, or an opportunity that would better yourself. For always building me up, but keeping me in my place. For being my best friend. I love you, I miss you.