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About Me

Today is the day your just like me!! Today is the day i woke up and realized i know nothing. I tried to be funny but no one laughed, i tried to speak inteligently to no prevail, i tried to love and recieved none in return, i was loved and therefor i pushed away, I tried to create but failed and was destroyed, i tried to improve only to find myself walking backwards against all those who seem to have no hope and walk forward blindly.>Today is the day i did nothing and found all. I sat back and observed and found joy in what surrounded me, I asked for nothing and that was enough for me, i breathed and my heart pumped its own blood.>Today is the day i gave my life to the world. I carried a greater load so those behind me could get ahead, i did what i was told though i knew it was not my truth, i gave up and became a little more like you.>Today is the day i saw myself again. I saw all the changes in me and remembered everything i once was, i felt pure emotions instead of spite in numbing notions, i felt again like i was worthy without the demonstration, before i saw my flaws i saw myself in you.>  I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

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Someone who just wants to talk dammit! get intereting!.............. ..

You are The Tower

Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.

The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.

The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.

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My Blog

the perfect looking glass!

I think mirrors should improve.  A reflection should indicate something more than just appearance.  Sometimes I find myself staring into my own eyes for hours ( what a vain bitch right?), ex...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 13:02:00 GMT

Personology hmmm!

September 30 The Day of Glaring Truth Those born on September 30 are adept at ferreting out the truth and bringing it to light.  Their perfectonist nature is manifest in t heir work habits. ...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 16:29:00 GMT

The last remaining remnants that wont let me alone

Uuhg! It’s back! That bright annoying thing that brings the day I beg it let me return but it only says come out and play It comes and brings me life as it pushes you farter away Though it&rsquo...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 10:01:00 GMT

Nightmares

I was living in a new house in La Junta I suppose, but it was more like and appartment as some of the rooms in the house did not belong to me. Like in many dreams this house was a conglomouration of m...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 08:56:00 GMT

cyber-alone at four oclock on christmas morning

Its not up to me I have no control Its up to the emptyness inside when your around And the way everything starts going right when im alone Its so dark in this hole Because I have all the wrong tools S...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 03:06:00 GMT

good lives are gone

Whats lost is lost What you've got you've got The fee is high and you cant reconnect your line to another service The next course is new and filling but you may never have your old favorits again It i...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 23:55:00 GMT

Tommorow is the big day

Well tommorw is the big day. Yep we see if my lawyers motion can get my charges dismissed tommorow. yea you know the bullshit charges of DUI that they gave when i wasnt even driving, I mean i can see ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 22:42:00 GMT

Im a lush and you hate it!

Another page, another idea Another day, another $58.72 Another dollar, another bottle Another night I cant remember!  
Posted by on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 17:29:00 GMT

like the loneliest song minus all the words

Well, It seem i am once again living alone...except for my grandparent, cousin, pregnant aunt, and her husband and baby.  But other than that i have no one to live with. Dean-o went to jail yeste...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 07:02:00 GMT

...¿she fell down?...

yes kids, i have once again broken my face!!!  One would think that this would somehow detier (¿spelling?)me from drinking...but ooooh no! not i heaven forbid that, let me tell you.  Im a tr...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 23:53:00 GMT