i should have done more |
well im almost two months clean now.i dont really know what else to say i keep losing sight of why i want this....i think im at the point of wanting to be clean because its the right thing to doi dont...
Posted by Kat on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 06:53:00 PST |
Finally, yes i fell off |
i have finally fallen off that horrid ridiculously high pedastool you people had me on.
why was i ever placed so high up to begin with is beyond me.
why i had to be somthing other than what i w...
Posted by Kat on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:49:00 PST |
cravings amd taking care of myself |
well life seems to want to get better...if i have the nerve to let iti have a great guy in my life. im staying a bit busierbut it all scares me. this guy worries about me hurting myselfwhat peo...
Posted by Kat on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 08:27:00 PST |
good times |
i met someone.and your sitting there reading expecting me to spill my guts to you againdont count on it.....im not letting you people mess this one up ...
Posted by Kat on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 12:37:00 PST |
a new start....from a nasty happening |
life is different now
believe it or not me and josh are over forever this timethis break up has been different from any breakup of my life.
i had a miscarriage. went to northwest georgia regional.got ...
Posted by Kat on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 10:43:00 PST |
a new start....from a nasty happening |
life is different now
believe it or not me and josh are over forever this timethis break up has been different from any breakup of my life.
i had a miscarriage. went to northwest georgia regional.got ...
Posted by Kat on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 10:43:00 PST |
those who live in glass houses shouldnt throw stones |
give it for an empty thrill
try a new drug that can kill
beg me please
skimpy tees
shitty weed
get on your knees
keep it simple
pray for pain
learn your lesson
say my name
do you know it
anything at ...
Posted by Kat on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 08:15:00 PST |
1: i have no friends left 2. so i can remember....welcome to my nightmare |
depression is one of those things...
it sets in..kinda sneaks up on you
its not like you wake up and realize.."oh shit im depressed"
i have come down from the drugs and my life looks like a mov...
Posted by Kat on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:23:00 PST |
Mark: Im glad your dead |
I have no pity and no more shame
you played me thinking
it was another game
it wasnt
i was hurt
you raped and left me
there to die
i fell down the stairs
and you didnt cry
you injected your poison
no...
Posted by Kat on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 08:07:00 PST |
all of my devils are free at last. and my secrets revealved |
i dont need you anymore
i still want you
all of you
deep within my soul
i feel an emptiness
where you used to live
i miss the old parties
i miss all the fun
i even miss trippin
and laying in the sun
...
Posted by Kat on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 07:51:00 PST |
