Matthew

I'll be serious and add a load of bull**** to this, even if I made this just for the hell of it rather than for social reasons. No point in it though, because nobody is going to read this.

Born September 19th, 1987.

I'm unemployed and out of school. The only source of income that I have are the payments that I get from doing odd jobs.

Due to unfortunate events, I can't drive, and consequently, can't find a good job.

I live with my older brother, who actually has a job. I regretfully share his payments, and feel awful about it.

This decade has been really harsh on me, aside from 2000 and 2006.

I am a gaming addict. I started at a young age and was rarely pushed to do anything else, and when I was, I hated it. I regret being a nonstop gamer as a young'un, as I'm burnt out on the hobby, but I'm still compelled to play the damn things.

I was in a minor depression from 2003 to 2007, until it became life-consuming.

I was often a target of bullies until I entered high school.

I have absolutely no energy. I really can't do anything other than sleep.

I used to be a heavy anime fan until 2003. I didn't give up it out of disinterest, but due to a lack of resources

I often daydream as a way to escape my train-wreck of a life.

My fingers are incredibly stiff. I frequently snap and crack my fingers in order to maintain them, but I can never write or draw better than a 3rd grader can.

For most activities, I have an attention span of less than half an hour. I never try anything new.

I vary from being very boring and depressing to incredibly eccentric and uplifting.

I really don't like it when people show pity towards me. It makes me feel guilty due to how I dug my own ditch for the most part, and how I'm often a contemptible and disrespectful man.

I have an ego. Why else would I post all this crap that you don't care about?!

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