Magnifico [The Disease]

My name is Tara B.
I live two lives. I hope one day they meet.
God is most important in my life.
Suicide is always an option. Be that as it may, it is constantly a thought.
I am a closet freak, Yes I am into weird shit, it's me
Pain is only temporary, Pride is forever
Pain isn't real, is it. It serves as a reminder that we are alive
Candle Wax, Whips and Chains, blind folded while screaming your name
will you dare to be my friend
Lady in the streets, freak in the sheets
I am the crazyest person you will ever want to meet. I can't help that being me is easy. I've got so much style
I DEFINE ART. I take the very idea of art to another level
It's every day I'm in this place I feel this way. I feel the same.
Je danse seul,et j'aime la
Don't think cause I understand, I care. Don't think cause we're taking we're friends.
I love LIFE.
Please repeat the message, it's the music that we choooose!
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind
Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup
my gift is my song and this one's for you. and you can tell everybody
Wait I'm coming undone
channel all the negative and i bled for days now i take the hold
What I want, you've got And it might be hard to handle But like the flame that burns the candle The candle feeds the flame
Like it or leave but you've got to admit, on a scale of one to awesome i'm the shit. get over it.
... and sings my soul
Something takes a part of me, feeling like a freak on a leash
Come on baby bleeeeeed like me
She likes to leave you hangin on a word.
Don't cry to me, if you loved me, you would be here with me
I hate LIFE.
BAND BASKETBALL and Jesus!
I love listening to music, and I like reading.If sleeping were a sport, I would be in the pros. While I was there on the path of "self-discovery" I found out many things. Like I really pretend about how I feel about almost everything, and I lie to myself, unaware of the emotional consequnces I will face down the road. While searching for myself, I discovered a new part of God. I need to change a lot of my thinking and my ways, and my cruel heart.Other than that I am happy.
My Passion This is me.
i want to write music so the world will hear my hearts pains and joys but they will never know how deep my sorrow may go until I show the person that's me forever in the shadows my feelings will be A song of pain, plague, and plunder A song joy, grace, and thunder will be heard by many